Wednesday, January 04, 2006

my blog's dead...so are my feelings...

My Blog's dead....so are my feelings....

Okok...thanks for the kind reminders and naggs....[not that i need them] haha... i understand that it has sort of fallen into a coma for weeks....and that even though i do check out the tags n reply them, there has to be something new for my friends to comment on.... so, thanks to huihua, glyn, suzy...blah blah blah....i'm obliged to force out every drop of inspiration at this hour...

just to rewind back to a few hours ago...i was at k Box marina with my usual ktv khakis...[collin n glyn -jacky's got sch btw-] and we were having a tremendous time singing (or shouting) our lungs out n to our hearts content....my apologies to the 2 poor souls cuz it was supposedly a celebration for collin b4 he goes into NS on the 6th...BUT, as many of u all noe...i love to sing...so that kinda explained the following: i was mic-hogging....lol!!!! really sorry for that...but i simply couldn't help it...it's as if they paid 20 bucks to come to my cheapo concert!!! haha, in case that will scare any potential ktv-enthusiasts who wish to tag along the next time....i'm not always like that *smiles broadly* it's just that i was super high tonight......

Yeah b4 i forget and this is still ringing in my head like a broken record...glynis wants me to add this: she sounded much nicer when collin recorded her voice in the mp3 player...
btw, we recorded a couple of songs and they were...well...pretty impressive i must say...lol....then i joked about the 'nicer sounding glynis'... i said to her [rephrased] "now i know why those who can't sing can record albums" wahahahaha....that was a joke of cuz.....=P

anyways, we totally enjoyed ourselves and sang heartily to every tune...sometimes we went off key...but most of the time we hit all the right notes....if anyone interested to hear the recorded tracks can let me noe....wahaha....if anyone is interested to sign us on also can...muahahaha......... just so long as we dont need to hide our faces behind some weird cartoon characters...lol.

*this is especially for Collin: take good care of urself inside...n don't get too desperate until even the 32 yrs old aunty at the front desk also wana look...lol..no lah, i really hope it'll be a fruitful experience for u...n pls.....we wana see muscles the next time....hee hee....we'll miss you!!!

As for the dying feelings part...HAI........................i don't know the significance of it either....i think some of ur will know what i mean......i can feel that its dissipating already.............like what collin said [though he sounded kinda light-hearted when he said that] everything is just made up by me....the way i wana remember him...the reasons or rather, excuses i try to make myself believe in....it's like i'm running away from cold-hard facts....the truth is, i don't even know what to believe in or how to think the right way anymore.....the major mistake i made is probably to keep reminding myself abt him by constantly bringing up the topic.....i could've left him far behind long ago.......but i didn't...what do u call this? stubborn or self denial???

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