Today, i have a realisation.

In bad times, true friends come around. But it is also times like this people take you for a ride.

I don't need sympathy and i'm tired of telling people how it is now. It's not good. I'm not fine. I'm very affected.

Everytime i see my dad i wana cry. Now as i'm typing...i am crying. I don't know how much more tears is enough to get over this but somehow i don't want to get over.

I will forever remember what i learnt today -

"Trust" is just a word. It means nothing. It can might as well mean fuck to me now.

"Relatives" are relative. unimportant whatsoever.

Everyone is SELFISH. fucking selfish.