got a JOB!

I'm H-I-R-E-D!!!

At long bloody last....i've found myself a job...so now i don't need to browse the classifieds aimlessly. and i've realised....my days of futile efforts, religiously checkin out the recruit section for almost a week-----is kinda useless...and why would i say that? didn't i get my job from the ads? NO. it was outta pure luck and coincidence....the ads on the papers only led me to waste my time and concession fare.............lol.............So, the verdict- you should only partially trust the papers when it comes to job-hunting [however, that excludes executive positions of cos] :)

Curious on what job i've found? hehe.... it's at "accessorize" by monsoon---some UK fashion retail line......bet most of you know its boutiques....wana know more? visit http://store.monsoon.co.uk
i'll be at the Parco Bugis Juction outlet...so do drop by!!!.............and buy something!!! lol.

My work starts 1st dec, which means i can no longer slack as much as i'd love to.....In fact, i didn't think i've slacked enuf since after my A's.....hmmmm....lemme see, i've been so busy tryna finish watchin the vcds....job hunt.....sleep.....it's like, how do you even define the term "slack"? perhaps to me, it'll be a whole lazy afternoon, with just me, my couch, tv, and remote control. *thinks deeply* yeah, tt's what i call "slack"....the essence of it all will be channel surfing....muahahahaa.....so b-o-r-i-n-g. but i like!!!!

kay, today i had to go shop for my "uniform". gotta wear all black this time.....haha, but still hav2 wear black in style if not it'll be damn DULL...so i met Glyn at City hall...(she was going for perlini's silver interview btw-and she got it right away) actually i was called for the interview too but i did'nt go for it since i already got my job. after which we began our shopping spree...............

Though i love shopping and admit wanting to shop till i drop.....but it's not the case if i'm gonna shop for a purpose...it's dreadful to walk in and outta shops yet not being able to find the things you want. it's so shitty man! it's like whenever you wana find something you'll nv get to find it, and when you don't need something it starts appearing everywhere around you. i'm sure some of you may have experienced this situation day in day out. of cos...after hours of shopping, our feet and shin ached like there's no tomorrow..............and to think that some ppl even shop in heels......GOSH, what are they made of man? maybe they're legs are ran by batteries-who knows...lol.

Anyways, despite all the "PAIN" and "sufferings", i still managed to get the stuff i want. after all, it's still worth the while.......but i don't know when i'll ever get to do this again. sometimes, even the harshes things are worth cherishing. Besides, too much of a good thing will somehow be boring i think.

For now, let's just hope that the people i work with are pleasant and receptive......if not, the future entries may be dedicated for bitching.......[workplace politics are so not my cup of tea]. and i'm really not looking forward to that :) As for the pay......i'll see to that..... haha.... May everything fall into place nicely for me this dec...

David Tao: Love can world tour 2005

David Tao: Love Can world tour 2005!!!

wahaha...as you all know, i'm a DIE-HARD David Tao fan...i totally dig every of his song creation and though he's really not the type of star girls drool-over.....i'm head-over-heels in love with him. So, needless to say, i went for his concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the 2nd time! woohoo~

I can't deny the fact that i do worship those entertainment hunks like RAIN (my imaginary bf) lol, but David Tao is really someone i admire and look up to in the music industry...i can still remember the first time his song caught me. it was the re-make of an old song by theresa theng-"yue liang dai biao wo (shei) de xin"...that song was THEEE song that made me his life-long fan...lol...and then my imaginary "husband" haha...

the first concert 'SOUL POWER'....i was totally besotted by his voice...those songs which you dream a guy will sing to you...and his sincerity of bringing love at least to the audience that night will make you melt....it's like i bet those couples who went for it together feel so 'xing fu' when he's singing "ai hen jian dan".....

yesterday's concert was great but maybe cuz i've been for the first one, i expected something more....but unlike the previous one he din really sing every song completely...probably due to the new songs and a couple of old english songs he added in the performance... anyhow, the atmosphere was really good, thou it took some time for the audience to warm up--like say, 5 mins? lol..

and yeah, there's loads of local entertainers i saw, i can't remember most of them but i can recall seeing phyllis quek, sylvester sim, Olinda cho, the superstars (who sat way way behind me) wahaha...and some other not-so-famous- ones which i couldn't be bothered [oops]. =x

and then there's this 2 Ufm DJs sitting behind me....[btw, i was just like 5m away from the stage, at the side] quite near lah, but i hate the fact tt he din walk over...hmph! kay, anyway, the two DJs were like quite 'leng jing' thru out the concert...my goodness, even if they're public figures it wouldn't hurt if they just move with the music right?? (and that sly was sitting right in front of the stage but he simply refused to stand... some more its so damn freakin dark inside.....pls lah, david tao dont even know you...) bleah...some ppl....everytime i glanced to the back all i see was the 2 of them nodding their heads...like they're so repressed ..lol...but towards the end the other DJ couln't stand it anymore, so he was like the only one standing up to dance with the song...haha...

IF my mom had booked the seats 3 hrs earlier i could've been sitting nearer to the stage---but that's not the point. i'm more concerned with the fact tt i'll be sitting with the more HAPPENNING CROWD....my block was like a bit too reserved or too conservative...no one actually stood up even when he invited us to stand....lol...my sister and i so wanted to stand but it's like we're afraid that those ppl behind will start kicking our chair and ask us to sit down...haha...and it's pretty weird for jus the 2 of us to stand anyways... so we sat there thru-out but were busy cheering and singing our hearts out.

The worst part of the entire concert wasn't really the concert but it's tha problen of not being allowed to bring in our cameras!!!!!! ARGHHHH......which means i can't take pictures of my crooning prince!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate it man! should've hid it in my sis' jacket b4 we go in. the last concert allowed cameras lor. in the end we resort to using our less than plausible handphones which we desperately tried to zoom but all the pictures turned out like crap....if not, i'll be like displaying all of them in a gallery for all to see...lol...

I've sort of vowed to watch every concert and buy every CD by David TAo...and that's not gonna change...he's made me love and appreciate good music [after yrs of blindly following the deteriorating pop culture]....and his songs are really influential if you really bother to read the lyrics......and i believe many who've listened to at least one or two of his songs will acknowledge his talent...the best part of all-----he pens every single one of his songs....(unlike SOME ppl)

....how talented can he get??? EXTREMELY talented.

the unfinished battle...

Hello my 'long lost' friends! i'm back!

i haven't been blogging like for how long? a month? neh...not so bad lah...lol. after such a long break i really don't know what to write man...not that i'm just blogging for the sake of it. i know i have lots of stuff in my head just that i couldn't sort them out in proper order.

okay, so the storm is finally abating...it's funny i don't feel as relieved as i ought to be...maybe because i knew i probably won't do as well...but there's nothing much i can do now so i'll just wait till judgement day next yr.

Alright...till i figure out what to write, i really need more inspiration......now i'm totally drained.

@kBox after grad night

@kBox after grad night....
poor jacky had to stay up late for us....lol.....[but no gays bugged him surprisingly]

ps; click on the pics to enlarge.....

Graduation....class of 2005

A Night to remember....

BUT, i still don't like the school and some people......

ps; the following pics can't enlarge...wana see go check my friendster photos k...sorry...

the nicest skin so far

Oh well....seems like i can't get enough of changing my blogskin. what to do? i'm a Gemini...my world is ever-changing....i can never really stick to the same things for too long. buthen there are always that certain lil' exeptions....

i ought to keep this skin for as long as i can...cos i really like it a lot man. and i realised i got faster and faster in the entire process.... higher productivity? maybe... but i gotta agree that practice makes puuurfect.. hee~

Today's my Granny's birthday celebration...which i just learnt of in the morning...how unfilial can i be? but after the assurance from my mom that she herself cannot recall the exact date, i didn't feel that bad lah... besides, i can't even remember my parents' birthdays accurately. it's always "um....25th?? no? 22nd?....oh i know i know...20........" and its like a habit already...

My mom's cooking up a feast in the kitchen and i can even smell the aroma of the braised duck despite the seperation of the closed door... Anyways, we're not gonna eat at home...we'll be going to my aunt's place at geylang this evening. ok, so much for the food prep and all...

I just wana say that i was truly inspired after chatting with my volleyball senior yesterday... i figured out at this point in time...the best motivation i can get is to actually sought advice from the people who've experienced the same situation as me before...

So glad to know that she got into NUS ---the haven where greener grasses grow...or so it seems... when me and my friends talk about it now...we came to agree that maybe even the shit smells better there [lol]. we can get real deluded at times...especially when the end draws near.
Back to the chat, i asked her how she coped with her studies...how to imrove GP at a phenomenal rate....how does consultation really worked for her n stuff...and not to mention the countless encouragement she gave me.... Really appreciated it! i even suggested that she could come down to our school for some prep talk next yr.

After recieving my less than ideal grades for prelims [thou my econs improved drastically], i've actually contemplated the possibility of achieving my desired goal of admittance into a U... But after the chat....i can really visualise light at the end of the tunnel... [so cliche]....and i'm quite proud to say that now i'm REALLY into my books....quite ironical to say this cos i'm supposed to be burried under my notes now...maybe i'll take the excuse of havin a break? yeah...sounds noble enough..haha.

Till then i won't say stuff like i'm not gonna blog cos of my A's cos i always break it...so, heck to that.... i'll still blog as and when i fell like it. and i'll continue to reply the tags!
tO my dearest fellow A'level warriors [lol]: We'll win a BEAUTIFUL battle if we want it bad enough!

Goodbye volleyballies

Can you all spot me?? wahaha...the pic is so tiny.

Anyways, have to say that we're really a crazy bunch. esp during trainings....
One common thing we share despite all the differences and conflicts we have as a team is that we truly miss the trainings we had together..[to the ppl in blue only] not to forget KOK LEONG!!! our coach...
we've experienced joy and pain....frustrations and injuries....but one thing we'll keep deep within us: the Volleyball Spirit!!! May the juniors keep this spirit of volleyball burning for as long as the sch survives [lol].

Some juniors may have misunderstood us for being a bit 'dao' or whatever....wait till you're in yr 3 and figure out you have sooooo many juniors whom you cannot possibly recognise....so don't be surprised we don't smile at you...besides, we don't even smile at our friends all the time...so pls don't always think we're unfriendly...cos u all really don't know us well....maybe Karin they all will understand us more..we can get so lunatic you won't believe it---tt is if we want to....
Plus, for all that 3 yrs of hardwork and 'sufferings' we do deserve some 'prestige' or respect ok.... we've had our fair share of problems in the team too.....but it doesn't matter already...

On a personal note, it's never easy to be a captain....and it's not as nice a label as ppl may think....i have to succumb to great shit for that extra CCA points on the leaving cert. Not that i'm complaining...but i do fell honourable to be one....i'm truly glad that some of my mates think i have the potential...whether or not they changed their minds after that i don't know...but as i've said earlier...it really doesn't matter already....at least, i thought i've accomplished a good half of what a captain should do....and if given a chance, i'll be better than i was....

Moving on, i'm sure we'll find our greener pastures in the future...be it in Volleyball or our studies....i'm looking forward to life after this...[i know we all are]. Take lotsa care and strive hard for now! Like the way we used to for the game.....[steady Ace!]

GMR-2004-2005

Dedicated to GMR. [please don't ask me what it stands for.....]

Thanks for all the great times....

*Tennis @ safra

*Pepper lunch

*Neo-prints

*The incessant bitchings....

-Love you all!-

the war is on

.........and the WAR is on!

after weeks of struggles, we've finally reached a conclusion. the extent of superficiality is utterly unbearable..... what's with the segregation? we're like playing some kinda game which we couldn't even tell what. it's become ever clearer to me that it's 'every man for himself'.

BUT, at least GMR is still intact and going strong [i hope]....yes we are....*coughz* i'm kinda tired of all that competition shit already....even if i really want to compete, what's the bloody point? the entire cohort's not just 24 ppl anyways....

the most ridiculous thing is that ppl have this spastic mindset like doing well='hao lian'. it's like 'what the fcuk?' a simple example will explain it all: highest score 15/30, all else fails except for one..... and you know what? this person has the line "I'M SO HAOLIAN" written all over his sick face...for goodness' sake, it's just a pathetic pass................get a life leh, as if he/she did it to piss all of us off.....if one scores well then good for him/her lah....what's with having this condescending attitude towards him/her???? if you can, do the same lor. you know, since when is it a crime to do well?? since you change the education system is it?

these ppl.....not that i wana say, their values are like one in a million. so full of themselves and filled with contempt....only evokes utter disgust in me....i'm so full now i don't need another reason to puke....

One very important thing i've learnt is that, should i EVER do well, i better keep all the joy and exhileration in my guts.....in case they label me as being PROUD. but honestly, who don't feel proud for doing well? i mean after putting in that extra effort and sacrificing hours of sleep, can't you just rightfully express your sentiments??? tt'll probably amount to murder in their very sickenning laws-if they were to impose any....maybe they disapproves of such actions because they've never tasted success in their lives...but whatever it is......to me they're nothing....the real threat tt i should be concerned with shouldn't be confined to just within the walls of the school. it's never that....

i may sound like i'm down-right mean....but seriously, i can't help it. i can't help if i offend anyone....i can't bloody help it if ppl treat me with disdain after reading this....you know, there's a lot of things in this world that cannot be helped. so if anyone don't like the way i am....whatever, i'm not accountable to you and your equally distorted world....you'll probably not see or hear of me again in your lifetime anyways.......so just read this and be VERY pissed...then you can quietly piss off too....=)

ps: this is NOT directed at GMR......whoever else who feels like i'm talking about you. MAYBE.

PRIDE & some other nitty witty stuff

CAN ANYONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY THE BLOGGER SITE IS IN CHINESE???

though i don't doubt my abilities in understanding or even reading chinese language, i do have a huge problem in trying to decipher the un-simplified chinese forms...as in "fan ti" words....

For one, it took me like 10+ mins to figure out the word "save"...it's like i feel so Cheena all of a sudden....well anyways, that's just crap and i still managed to blog so i'm not really gonna bother about it for now.

today's 'REST-DAY' for me so that explains the fact that i'm not gonna touch my notes... No, not that i'm not touching them- i still gotta re'arrange and file them over again. so you can actually imagine how much i loathe the period after exams....cos it's not exactly OVER for me yet....... and to my absolute horror, my physical geog notes alone was like more than 6 inch thick....excluding my human geog part which makes up a whole GEOGRAPHY subject in case it didn'toccur to you. so was wondering, 53 days left so how the hell am i supposed to conquer all that??????

now that i have time to do some reflection on how sinful i was for the past weeks, watching DVDs and stuff....[ i simply could not resist television ]...this huge sense of guilt was undeniably OVERWHELMING. sad to say, i wasn't as prepared as i thought i was for my prelims....and as if it wasn't bad enough....i suffered from a brain block during the econs essay paper.....

nevermind, no one should sympathize with me or offer any form of consolation....it's just like i'm plotting my very own downfall....too bad, i'm only human, i'm not infallible....i've got to put up with so much temptations [specifically tV] in life and sometimes i do fumble, i do succumb to all those negative influences. ------this is essentially MY form of self-consolation. lol.

Luckily, i do have a network of supportive friends around to give me the encouragement and advices i ought to heed but very seldom does so. BUT, i do appreciate those efforts. especially with the pte-ltd family...considering the fact that we're in IT TOGETHER....we MUST make it to UNI!!!!!! we're not gonna make promises now, we're gonna MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!

oh, to my beloved JIAYI....though u may not see this but i 'll still say it here....
HAPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! my dearest, grooviest sista ever!
[we're gonna take lotsa pics tml! and i can't wait!]

Again

Last night, i dreamt of him again....

we were back in school.
he looked me up.
held my hand.
and we never parted.
he told me he finally realised who he cherished most.
the answer i guessed but never ask.
maybe.
it maybe me.

i got lost in the crowd.
amidst the familiar faces.
they saw right through me.
i was lost not only from him.
i lost my heart. i cannot be calm.

then i searched around.
pushing through almost everyone in my way.
just when i was about to break down
just as i thought the moment of bliss was surreal
he stood before me. smiled. and took my hand again.
my heart sank. but was full.

we walked together.
hand in hand.
we never spoke.
the familiar scent i missed became everlasting.
the walk took forever.

what are we now.
together?
i cannot imagine it was true.
it never was.
dreams are never true to me.

why again?
when i'm busy and burdened with work.
he did not cross my mind.
not for a week.
why then the dream?

i vowed to move on.
yet i'm tied down to you.

Listen to my heart

listen to what your heart says....


what do you hear?


mine says i shouldn't wait cos even if i do

.....nothing's ever gonna happen.


now i'm tired.

Full house

FULL HOUSE.......love it! It's like the nicest korean drama i've ever watched....such a visual indulgence.....wahahaha......please go watch it and you'll get what i mean....*winks*

shit school, shit you

Sh*t school, Sh*t you [viewers' descretion recommended]

Lyrics by ( the two deprived-souls)

(Sing it with whatever tune you like cos we don't give a shit)

here goes....

what's the damn problem?
why's everyone looking like they didn't have supper?
his eyes are red
and her hair's not in place
i didn't sleep last night and i'm wide awake

where's all the good times?
they're left with nothing but a pack of lies
each mornings is
a bloody nightmare
i step into a school which makes me scared

i'm so doomed...
in this shit school
there're shit everywhere
people step on them like they just don't care

you're so doomed....
in this shit school
don't friggin talk to me now
i don't wana be
influenced by all the shit from you

-end-

i say: this song totally sucks......but i like.

believe it

Do you ever remember when people tell you that A'levels was hard?

BELIEVE IT.

it's even harder when you have a LOUSY tutor which brought my level of "TOH-lerance" to the brink.

i felt excruciating pain sitting through his class and the fact that i don't fall asleep is incredibly odd. Everyone seem to be in a daze, (some were staring at the screen, some were trying so hard to glean the slightest relevant information from the lecture. and yes, some like me, drifted away into a world of our own..........where tutors like him don't exist.)

All i need to do is to shut my eyes and *poof* it'll be bliss............. but thanks to the dose of coffee i had in the morning....i was wide awake.

i was desperately trying to make the best outta the lecture. Unfortunately, it occured to me that he wasn't really delivering knowledge to us....his very presence did the total opposite.

so he tried to explain the 'Sun Spot' to us....a simple theoretical term that explains the areas of the sun which seem dark to the naked eye. he could've done it in like 20secs? but no, he has to show us the tonnes of pictures he prepared. and after 5mins, i still don't get it. so i got frustrated and asked "So what's a sunspot?!" my tone was that of impatience but i probably echoed the sentiments my class was so dying to express but didn't felt like it. and then he "answered" me with another question.

For crying out loud, i don't know what he's teaching and the very fact that i bothered to ASK a question shows that i seriously don't know what's going on. so just answer the damn question. if i didn't need his help, i wouldn't ask. which part of "please fill me in" don't he get?

frankly, he could've saved so much time if he were more precise. and i mean P-R-E-C-I-S-E.

Why am i so so full agitaion and why am i so easily irritable????? we don't have much time left (less than a HUNDRED days) and he is the ONLY tutor who hasn't complete the syllabus, discounting our human geog which is only left with ONE lecture.....i really don't wana compare but i'm scared. i'm pinning my hopes on geog and he's increasingly making me feel that it's not going to work.

i'm so bothered.

my Secret wish......

Make a wish*........& keep the faith!

People tell me that once i disclose my wishes, then they'll never come true....i can't help but feel this way....cos i realised that there are more people out there who knows what i'm wishing for now...this is so scary.....

i won't write a wish-list because i'm afraid that these stuff will never happen...Besides, there weren't even Santa Clauses around for heaven's sake. i'm not a kid anymore and i know reality hits hard at you when you least expect it......i have long got-over the notorious boogey-man and vege-monster my mom used to threaten me with when i refused to sleep or eat the broccoli on my plate. yet there's still one thing i believe strongly in.....WISHES*

i don't exactly know if they were ever true but i'd love to believe so..... i still continue to make 3 wishes every year on my birthday....and they do come true occassionally....

then there's this strange thing we call "dreams".....what's the difference between the two?
i'm not too sure either. but i certainly have my reservations when it comes to dreams....

Can you imagine when someone says to you "may all your dreams come true"? that's pretty evil to me.....what if you have had nightmares for the previous nights? or what if you dreamt that someone you know died?? these are all 'Toxic Dreams' man.....what an oxymoron......
dreams are supposed to be pleasant and are usually used for well-wishing....but you don't just dream nice stuff do you? what about the times where you dreamt of yourself being chased by some monsters you don't even know exist.....? and the dream that portrayed you failing your tests??? that's why my hair always stands on ends whenever someone said that to me....

Not that i'm a victim of incessant nightnmares ( the ratio of sweet dreams over nightmares are much higher), but none of mine ever occured in reality........
slowly, i realised, dreams are only images which i subconsciously create on my own...and it's proven......

wishes, to me, can be sinful as well.....sometimes when i get so irritated by some people i do secretly wish they were dead....so mean........yes, i know.....but it's like a reflex to me....that's just out of impulse.....haha.....i confess.....i do make truck-loads of 'Dangerous wishes'....what if i have the power to make them all come true? haha....then i'll make Bill gates give me all his inheritance!!!!! wahahaaa....then blah blah blah...but i won't wana take over the world....i'd rather ask for world peace.....hhahahaa....and there're the times when i wished i didn't make the choices i made, or if i owned the ability to buy time.....and the list goes on....

well, i'm a simple girl....i won't ask for much....i just hope that this secret wish of mine will come true.....and i'm definitely keeping the faith*

So, to all my beloved friends out there who're still full of hopes.....Hang-on! you'll never know when your turn will come...

muffyboy

Introducing...........MuffyBoy!!!!!! the Clean-shaven "long-coat" chihuahua!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isn't he adorable......???? In the picture, that is.....(Muffyboy, aka the lil monster.....lol)

Muffy doesn't know where the camera is this time.......

Before......he looks like a girl with long coat....but the good thing is, he don't need to wear a shirt to keep himself warm unlike now.....hahaha

i can't bloody believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"i can't bloody believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I tell you......i'm so mad, so frustrated, so freakin' moodless now cos i missed Friday's Smallville episode!!!!! ARGHHHH...u noe i was so damn lookin forward to it cos i wanted to watch Lex Luthor on TV (yes i'm immature for now).... so i happily grabbed my Ruffles chips and sat on the sofa comfortably....and guess what's on tv????? EXTREME MAKEOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (can you imagine the horror??!!)

So i screwed up the timing again and it's supposed to be at 8.30....FINE.....after a whole weeks' wait....extreme make over?!?!??!?! *PUI* my eyeballs nearly sprung out of their sockets..... no Lex Luthor nevermind....not even ONE cute guy or what....for record, there aren't even any decent looking fellas shown on tv.....so much for a stressed week....i see ugly and distorted ppl waiting to get their faces cut, which i think, didn't make much of an impression after all...ok sorry, not that i have anything against them or plastic surgery...i'm just tryna vent my frustrations on the stewpid programme..... oh c'mon, AT LEAST one tree hill????? nono, i won't even mind malcom in the middle.............

But i can see where this is getting....i have this real huge problem with time and dates since the june holidays...and i've been screwing up the sequence of events since then...very disorganised, very dysfunctional...yes, i'm Acutely disorientated....for one, i didn't even know what time was my first mid yr paper and i actually woke up at 5.45 in the morning and got changed for school...then i took out the timetable to double confirm....i was in total dismay, yet was quite relieved too...cos it says 12pm......then i called my friends to ask....and sure enuf, most of them were either sleeping or didn't even turn on their phones...ok great....i simply laughed it off and went back to sleep..am i THAT blurr? or am i just plain jaded............

AND that was not the end of it. A couple of more screwed-up things happened and i'm seriously concerned if i was that driven by stress....i get ppl reminding me about dates and timing these days and i actually feel kinda sorry for myself...if i can't even get the simplest of all things right...how am i supposed to achieve greater things??? and NO, i don't wana mess-up my A's....i'd rather be shot...

i just hope that in future i can safely adhere to my plans...at least until after my A's???

Anyways, maybe i should just forget about watching tV altogether to save myself from contemplating suicide everytime i missed my fav programmes...is it THAT serious? yes.(at least to me)

By right, i was supposed to abstain myself from tV already!!!! so maybe that was a hint that i shouldn't be watching tV anymore.....ok, i'll try hard.....but there're still a couple of MUST-SEEs like the CSI Finale, Project superstar (i have so much criticisms for it but i don't know why i'm still hooked...i'm just plain k-po.) and blah blah blah....hehehe...so much for my will power lor...

oh well, i'm trying so hard now and am still surviving (surprisingly)...the thing is, i don't just wana hover at the brink of success....i wana savour every part of it....So, if anyone ever find that i'm rather apathetic towards anything.....i'm so sorry...but i assure you it will only take 3 months... =)

Celebrating our 5 yrs of friendship and counting....

*Jane aka coolbabe and i enjoying our irresistable wafer ice cream and choc fondue (top)

*The babes savouring a sumptuous lunch at Fin's...look at those chips!!! (bottom)

*Free ride anyone?? we're on our way to Haagen Daz for dessert!!

*where's jiayi? oh, she's busy dipping into the fondue of cos....

The good times.........

Cheers to our everlasting friendship!!!! i love you all!!!!

Guilty pleasure

Guilty Pleasure....

"For some who do not or absolutely cannot find anything addictive about the pleasure of splurging, then why are there millions of women in the world so eager to part with their money for things which they do not essentially need? Shopping IS indeed that fascinating.

Though this sounds annoyingly biased to some extent, i still gotta agree that girls are girls...even if shopping do not involve literal monetary transactions, it is still a form of indulgence to us. this is what i call Visual Indulgence......we cannot totally ignore the fact that window shopping can actually broaden our horizons toward style and fashion.

For me, i just simply cannot help feeling euphoric at the idea of tossing out the things i bought from a day's shopping spree, to admire....(Ahhhh...the contententment i feel is indecribable...). haha.

but i gotta admit that window shopping does also pains me a great deal cos that means i won't be able to bring anything home. and that sucks big time.

that's why i made it a point to at least get something whenever possible, especially when i'm in town. for the record; i'm really NOT rich, and the things i buy ain't expensive either..."

Shopping: will be permanently ranked top 3 on my must-do list! Satisfaction guaranteed!!!