Colorful Pixes to lift the mood!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

HAHAHAHA. ok i know, i'll try harder.... this is just another of my attempt to push myself higher up the PUKE-O-METER.

Jan reached my place earlier on sat so we wasted no time in cam whoring [right after we set up the mj table tt is...]
my tree!!! is so fugly this year.... green and green, my mom n sis' idea lor.

finally all of us! [jan, jane, me and jiayi] my triple Js.

and i forgot to remove my hairband!

the presents!!!

my gifts for the babes in custom made jars ...it's very damn obvious that i'm truly proud of my work.

they love it that much can! hohohoho..

an entire day slacking at home with my fav babe and fefe.

we literally ate and slept throughout...

korean classmates and our lovely YoonJoo Unnie aka Sungsaengnim [teacher].

congrats on her pregnancy!...and our graduation. lol! Chukaheyo!!!

JMS and i @ kbox marina. can you believe it?! JM Don has NEVER K-ed in his life. like what JM cher said, "he gave his 'virgin' time to us". HAHAHAHA. what a crude way to put it. =X

here are the two nicest pics glyn and i took together at Starbucks Cathay.

btw, my fav has always been caramel frap with whipped cream. =D

This christmas

no...i haven't gave anyone my heart. but if i could i would. LOL.

christmas eve at home, is something new. i refuse to subject myself to incessant squeezing and foot-stepping so the best choice yet is still to chill at home. crowds and couples...just remind me of how sad and lonely i am. haha... i don't mean the friends part though...i know you know what i mean.

SO the plan was to chill....in the end i had to finish some paper work for my dad. he better get me my car soon man. finally, i figured how to use my new samsung mp3 player. the little dog dancing in the screen's super adorable can. lol. plus the player's CHILI RED. i have this thing for all things bright bloody red these days.

Sat was quite a blast with all the babes at my place. the guys...as usual....pull out last min one. we're so used to it we always have a plan B. i'm so glad they all loved the presents i gave them! i love mine too...esp the bourjois lip gloss from louise lim jiayi, and i got this really obscene looking lamp/clock from jane. HAHA.... thing is, i didnt buy much presents this year for ppl. but i bought quite a lot for myself. hohohoho... my best buy was this gold YSL lip palette for my mom. i'm so thrilled that she loves it man! it's damn classy lah... and i bought this cheek taint from Benefit for myself. it's awesome man! so damn natural... and btw, the mp3 player was from my mom. the reason i didn't get an ipod is because i hate the way it looked and the biggest reason, i HATE ITUNES.

i've been really lazy lately if you realised.

i'd rather sit and rot then blog and upload the pictures.. but then again i have lots to blog about...i'm just plain LAZY.

tomorrow's christmas...where's the chrismassy mood????????

think if i had a bf, we should be dining at mount faber's jewel box. wwwooaaaahhhh.....so ROMANTIC.

Holiday!

The best i can get for a holiday retreat in sunny SG is to go sentosa....cus you really don't wana retreat to some crowded shopping district and squeeze with the peak hour crowd. it's ridiculous.

anyways, i'm back. i spent 2 days one night at OneDegree15 with my family and cousins. took lotsa a pictures. ate great food. played mj. watched dvd till we fall asleep. swam in the infinity pool. rode bicycle. got a fake tattoo..blah blah blah.

basically i just did lotsa things. haha... it's the least i can do to feel holidayish, and a hell lot better than staying in my dad's office. i'm such a loser, i so secretly wish he'll fire me. LOL!

and this year's christmas....sad. i don't feel christmassy AT ALL. maybe it's the work that soiled my mood. but it really don't seem that festive this year. i don't even have enough time to do christmas shopping. everything's a rush. i hate last minute shopping but i have no choice. i have no idea why it's such a challenge to find time.

for updates...

met up with Glyn last week. she's like getting prettier while i get worse. though we both lament about us putting on weight she looks far better than me lor. i see my own meaty face these days i wana puke man. hai~ i need to seriously plan my exercise regime...that is if i can find time. really sad. so we had fun chatting and reminiscing about last year's christmas eve where we spent the countdown at Cathay's starbucks...and how we refused to pop the poppers in public...the movie marathon which we couldn't remember what. lol. the best was we sat at the exact same table we sat last year, people-watching over a cup of coffee....only this time, she didn't have coffee. nevermind that she didn't win the Cleo covergirl contest, she's at least good enough to make it in there!

and JIAYI! hahahahaaa......called me twice when i was sleeping. as usual i couldn't remember what you said. i figured it's quite easy to get me to agree on things when i'm half awake. but chances are i won't remember the conversation ever happened. so....lol.

i have plans for this sat...i better start preparing.

before i have the money to do christmas shopping, i need to buy time. SO BROKE!

Feeding your visual demands HAHAHAHAHA

Gerald's super cool band, "KNIGHTSFALL"

The performance at Youthpark yesterday was great man!

anyways, my camera's GREATER MAN!!! woohoo~~~ look at how cool it's functions are. TOTALLY. can draw, add borders and cliparts....YAY~

i had a few experiments with the pics. totally the one on top makes it seem like they had this REAL major kickass concert lor. lol. the lights and all...haha.

woah... cool like there's no tomorrow. they say when guys are concentrating on something, they look really umm...appealing? (:x) someone will definitely agree. *coughs*


lol...his bandmate is damn humourous lah...and he didn't know throughout the gig until we showed him this.

ROCK ON KNIGHTSFALL!!

Fav jm on the left and kuku gerald on the right before his performance.

...and cherine...don't need to say. don't be jealous jm...cus my face is freaking fat here. [don't my Fav jm just looks so damn pretty??? look at his eyes!] HAHA

oooo.....and my Favourite Jm's SEXY BACK. it's damn nice lor, so please trust us, jm....u really look NICE OK!

..yes i've tried...

but it's just damn bloody hard to get her face into the picture. *sigh*

my expression just explains everything.

it's been awhile, eh? so meet Muffy Lau, AGAIN! with a brand new image...

..Muffy the Sissy wanabe IN DA HOUSE.

ok, maybe that one kinda failed. but he can totally pull off as a playboy pup!

if you can't read my poor attempt with the stilus, it actually reads "I'm winking at ya, Babe." hahahahahaha...


another bad attempt at trying to color the border...lol.... but i had so much fun man! haha... aiyer...my face without make up hor...revolting.


alright, a few nice pics of Fefe stolen from the cam... [she hates to be featured in my blog i don't know why. it's not even popular] ..and people actually think she looks pretty ok.... but what's with the statue of liberty huh?? Japan has identity issues ah?

the thing on her head, is one of the useless things she bought from Disneyland..also part of the reason she had no money to spend after the Disneyland trip.


..and plus her uncontrollable eating habits.

CUTE RIGHT?! look at the mud on their faces! and that kid on the left is so gonna be in some Hana Kimi idol drama next time...cute!!! see why Singaporean women like to marry abroad? lol!

I HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS!!

Glynis is gonna be SO jealous!

lol....

i had a dream last night. it was a super super duper good dream.

guess who i dreamt of???

? ?? ? ??? ? ? ???? ??? ??

??? ??? ?? ? ??

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my beloved DBSK!!!!

yes, AGAIN!

see, i haven't forget about them! subconsciously, they're still forever somewhere in my mind. hehehehe...

here goes the scenario...

i was at this museum or some place lah...then they were visiting and i just happened to be there...i can't really remember why.

then they came walking in. they weren't performing or anything so they came in and looked around. the two i can remember most clearly of were JAEJOONGie and my dearest Micky Yoochunie...like DUH~

then when i saw them i was super excited but i was really scared that i look like a moron if i start behaving like a hysterical fan. so i was keeping real still but eyeing their every move. [WAHAHAHAHAAA].

then....jaejoongie n yoochunie came over cus [i can't really recall this part] i think yoochunie thought my laughter was very annoying. LOL. wth... anyways, he came and tell me [in korean] that i have a funny laughter or expression when i laugh, like jaejoong [this part really very ????? ]. so i just laughed it off lah...

then we started talking. i don't know how it's possible but i think in my dreams, my korean must be damn zai. lol. k then i don't get this part, i was walking around the room in locked arms with jaejoongie...i really don't know why... and we just went around talking with random people and started laughing with the same expression...then Micky kept laughing at us...

...then i woke up with "whatever they say" playing from my alarm. what a nice finale. it's quite a bizarre dream though....lol! so random and what the hell... why jaejoongie???!!! why can't it be micky???? my dear ol' sexy irresistable micky yoochunie??? OH WHY????

..think Glyn's gonna try damn hard to think about jaejoong after seeing this.

HOHOHOHOHOOO.... next time, i'll tell jaejoongie to appear in your's k? that is if we ever see each other again at night. HAHA...i believe it's gonna be real soon!

YAY!! finally meeting up with my two beloved JMs tonight!!! hai~ another 2 more hrs before freedom.

dirrty and disgusting

let's talk about cleanliness shall we?

Sg has a problem..maybe she should stop thinking of building so many airport terminals.

OR..

how to deck Orchard road with enough lights to make sure tourists feel the slightest mood for christmas.

If i had an extra christmas wish to make, it'll be "Please make SOMEBODY do something for the heartlands to make them look less DIRTY, FILTHY AND DISGUSTING."


FOR example, JURONG EAST. omg. horrid of all horrids. do you ever get to walk the path from the mrt station to Jurong entertainment centre??? it's just horrible. the path is like smacked right between two pieces of derelict land.

let's not even talk about the conventional plastic and disposable cup trash.... i saw this broken iron board lying there for the longest time.... i don't know, think it's rotting away already.

and for goodness sake, can they just give up the idea of flyers ALREADY?! seriously that's the worse method of advertising. you have the money to print truckloads of papers why not use them to print posters that sticks nicely on the wall rather then the floor? like who honestly cares about what is written on the paper? NOBODY. ok, maybe some...like one in a hundred?? i may be wrong but it's like a bloody waste of papers can? you print nevermind but people just anyhow throw them on the floor..in the end the road sweeper has to do extra work [if there really is one].

the point is...it's like one of the reasons for the filth. and somebody should really do something about it. it's fugly man. every morning i walk past the place, like what a 'great' start for the day right.

i'm not just ranting about random issues this is really BAD BAD BAD.

luckily i don't live there....the MP has a way with ignorance...oops.

Yishun is such a blissfully clean and quiet place...haha.

yes yES YES!!!

all done! YES! i cleared all the disgusting notes when i came home just now. YES! the paper wasn't as hard as i thought. YES! i'm so happy now i don't know what else to say but YES YES YES!!!!

HA HA HA HAA HA HA AHAHA AHAHAA!!! i'm gonna laugh heartily till i fall asleep tonight. a new lease of life tomorrow....YAY YAY YAY!

anyways, my day wasn't that great before 7pm. i was in quite a confused mood since morning cus i don't know whether to feel happy my exams end today or feel scared for not being prepared for it. it just plain sucks. i tried stuffing more info into my head last min but realised for every line i read i was thinking about what to add into my Xmas shopping list. hoho!

then when i was "sian-ly" trying to figure out what to wear my mummy says she's going shopping. wah lau eh......here i am going back to school to take an exam she's like celebrating in advance on my behalf. she's like meeting my aunties to shop and high tea in town lor. and i JUST HAD TO TAG ALONG cus they always eat good food. darn, in the end they just went up to food republic at Wisma to drink kopi. yes it runs in the family....we're big fans of ya kun and toast box. hai~~~ then i sped down to clementi in a cab to meet dear lili, my fellow fighter in CH2292A, while they continue shopping happily WITHOUT ME.....PUI!

here comes the exciting part, i actually felt good venting my accumulated frustrations on those f*ing clueless people. ooops, i'm sorry..but you gotta hear me out. we were going to be late cus lili's late. then the taxi queue at clementi was getting longer cus of the rain and the slow cab arrivals. so i quickly joined the queue. this 2 ****** woman [i am NOT being racist here and i won't spell out since SG is so darn uptight] came in from the front and just stood there when there's already people behind me queueing. and then followed by 3 other ****** men behind me like eyeing on the cabs coming in, TOTALLY IGNORING my no doubt SMALL BUT still SIGNIFICANT PRESENCE, plus my friend was right beside me lor.

then that two ignorant ****** women just stood in front of me as if i was transparent and tried to get into every cab that stops IN FRONT OF ME! ok NEVERMIND, though a bunch of fire's already igniting in my head....i let them board first. then this other freaking ****** man happily followed like machiam the queue only starts after 3 person. shit him lah! he was damn fast lor, i wanted to confront him, but too late he sped off. THEN this 2 other ****** man quite suay, they WANTED to copy that ARSE but before they could do that i stomped right up and shouted with my ultra PISSED AND FIERCE face "EXCUSE ME! THE QUEUE IS OVER THERE OKAY!!!" then i glared at them with my humongous eyeballs. HA HA HA. Lao niang's queue also dare to cut man... they really trying to be cute. think i'm small then can bully. the funniest part was when the two men said "i never, i never want to cut the queue....the man in front cut...we never..." in that very funny accent. lol. it was damn funny lah, but i was too pissed to laugh.

luckily another cab came and we hopped on asap, cus i think i caused quite a commotion with a string of people looking behind. i hope they won't remember my face...HAHAHAHA. but, i'd still do the same if someone cuts my queue again. LAO NIANG really hate people cutting my queue... well, unless you're a handicapped person, a pregnant woman or old until you need help walking....okay, or maybe if you're rushing to save a life or take your exam.... UNLIKELY, SO don't freaking CUT MY QUEUE.

i think i feel heroic doing stuff like that and sometimes i do think i'm kinda anal but some people really deserve to be scolded. like BAD service from people working in the SERVICE INDUSTRY. i'm not being pissy or unreasonable....if i ever come across someone like that. i will CONFIRM scold. LAO NIANG HATES BAD SERVICE too. for all the compulsory service charge i pay i demand the good service. HA HA HA.

and then, i think i'm THAT suay lah, i was sitting right underneath the BLASTING aircon in MPSH6. oh my god, luckily i wore covered shoes with socks and brought a thicker jacket. if not i'll really freeze to death. it was freaking cold lah. my nails turned purple. and it's like my feet was frozen at the end of the paper. i so wanted to rush my last few lines a few minutes before the last 15mins then SUAY enuf, i couldn't make it in time. SHIT! the moment i wrote my last full stop the invigilator (i dunno how to spell lah) said we cannot leave the hall. so i had to reluctantly put up with another 25, or if i'm luckier, 20 mins of wait....and the f*ing cold aircon blast. worse still, lili told me her table got maggots. MAGGOTS!!!! OMFG. a lot of small tiny white MAGGOTS!!!!!!! my god, what's this place? a freaking forest?! if it's me i'd rather fail the paper if they refuse to let me change seat. i wanted to check out for myself but figured i'll probably faint at the sight of the gross creatures.

and my suayness ended there, cus after the paper i took a cab down town again to meet them for dinner. dinner never tasted that good for the past 2 weeks man. lol. and the cab uncle was damn nice...cus i told him i only have 12 bucks left, he really got me there safely within my budget. it's peak hour and there's ERP so i think he's damn good..plus his attitude was GREAT. haha.... supposed to cost like 13bucks...


OH...one more thing! LAURA Lim!!!!!!! i'm SO PROUD OF YOU!!!! got 2 Dist and 2 credits!!!! YOU ARE GREAT! (i'm greatest) keep it up man!!!!

hope u enjoyed my long grandmother story =))

STUCK

i'm totally stuck. i need to seriously wake up my idea.
my exams are not over till thursday yet i feel totally holidayish already.
this is damn serious. i'm busy with everything and anything but my revision.

it's like everything else comes before revision. omg. must be the Sem one curse, i do badly during sem one....heck, i need more credible excuses....besides, think i'll still ask myself the same dreadful question repeatedly even the moment before i start the test, "WHY THE HECK DID I TAKE THIS DUMB MODULE"?!
sucks to know i can only blame myself lor...@#$% not like someone forced me at gun point to take it. i ACTUALLY got up the nerve to delude myself into thinking it's fun. how fun. it's so gonna reflect in my cap. DAMN!

okay, i've got other random stuff to blog about.

like.... OH! i finally put up the christmas tree at home! on my OWN!~ YAY!! wooo~~~~~totally cool. how many people have christmas trees at home, tell me?? like a damn big live-size christmas tree?? you do? well, mine's probably nicer. HAHA! it HAS to be cus i spent the whole night putting it up MYSELF. all my sweat and time [which could've been spent not studying, but youtubing] and BLOOD! yes blood! cus the freaking tree branches scratched my legs. oh, it happens every year. just that this year, nobody helped me =( my mom actually watched me do everthing at arms-length...don't even wana help lor.

i was like : "mummy, ni mei you yao bang wo de yi si ma?"
mom: "eh zhen de mei you leh..."

...win already lor. but okay, at least she was the one who shopped and paid for the ornaments. she just enjoyed the shopping and paying part.

the pretty pictures of my pretty christmas tree will be up soon. i'm simply too lazy to upload them. yess.....i'd rather type an essay than upload them now....

NEXT, my smelly meimei, FeFe is back from Japan...feels weird when she's not around. it's like, nobody to fetch my cup for me, nobody for me to boss around, nobody for me to scream at. HAHA!! i'm such an evil elder sister. bleah~ sisters you see on tv that hug and cry together are so PASSE okay... but honestly, it's hard to maintain as a respected elder sister despite my ill-treating fefe...you can learn from me. WAHAHAHHAA...

...so, she bought me ALOT of stuff, like she bought more for me than for herself. cus [you don't need to guess] she spent all on FOOD. well... it's very typical of her. anyways, did i tell you? she spent like 4000 yen, almost all of her money at DISNEYLAND. Wah lau eh.... disneyland really has the 'magic' to make young foreigner-girls part with their money man.... the most DUH item she bought was this big winnie the pooh tree-log pillow with a detachable piglet and pooh bear. my gosh. i singled the pillow out the moment i saw her come out of the arrival gate. i was like "myymyy......so that's why she's broke."

there're pictures but again....i'm too lazy to upload them...maybe after thursday. they'll come all in the entry about my preparation to korea cus she bought me a scarf, gloves and woollen hat. korea is F*ing cold from the weather reports. i've never been to a snowing place before so i don't know what else to anticipate but plain COLDNESS. lol. but from the bulk of winter wear i bought, i think i'm pretty prepared....umm....i hope.

for now, i better try to pray hard that the paper is do-able. the last thing that can happen is not having anything to write about. after this sickenning paper, HOLIDAYS!!!!! but i'm working for my dad...........

....i'm not far from earning myself a new MINI.

the RANT

i wana rant.

i'm like blogging in pitch darkness now but this is not the point.

the point is, i think there're really lotsa weirdos in this world.

it's like we breathe the same air..howcome they're so damn bloody weird?

to put it more crudely, they have F**king huge issues.

their behaviour, i really don't know how to put in a proper sentence without vulgarities...

here's the case:

i was searching for the video of this korean drama called "I am Sam" in youtube. then i came across an episode but when i loaded it i realise there weren't any subs. though i can understand briefly, sometimes they're simply too fast to catch and i don't exactly have a vocabulary of words in my brain so... i checked out the comments to see if anyone already requested for subs. THEN. to more utter DISGUST. this moronic, weird, ANAL person commented...

"if you don't know korean, don't watch this and request subs... Seriously, and for all you koreans that need subs, you all should be ashamed. so save us the trouble and don't request subs"

since when is it a freaking crime to request for subs POLITELY?? i really feel bad for those who initiated the request...

needless to say, someone shot back a "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!"

you call that retaliation??!?!??!?! if it's me i'll CONFIRM type "i don't f*ing care if you f*ing swallowed your f*ing korean dictionary! JUST SHUT THE F* UP!!!!"

....okay...that's equally childish but i said IF i ever wana comment right... well, i'm not so bo liao. but that person really ah, somebody should knock the senses into him/her, Oh whatever, just use 'IT'.

even IT's nick is obscured with some weird combination of numbers and alphabets. c'mon lah, have the guts to go round dissing people then write your name lah......... GUTLESS PIECE OF SHIT.

i can imagine IT's like one of us, mayber prettier maybe richer, i don't know and am not the least impressed. and IT's probably very blessed with the ability to converse and understand korean language completely. WOW.... so shoot me, i'm a Singaporean who knows how to speak english, chinese, cantonese, hokkien and a bit of malay... but i DON'T REALLY KNOW KOREAN.

TMD.

ARROGANT and snobbish like there's no tomorrow. and for CRYING OUT LOUD, the girl's not even asking YOU to sub. your are not even the one who uploaded the vidoes. OMG, that harmless request for subs is not even standing in your way can?! you could've just did everyone one a huge favour, AND saved yourself the trouble by SHUTTING THE F* UP.

i don't know man...maybe people now adays get a kick outta dissing others with no particular reason. i'm just not a big fan, i'm sorry...i DISS WITH A REASON. UNLIKE YOU. lol.

I'm SUPPOSED to be studying

Like what my favourite jm says, we have this horrible disease.

for her, it's like she'll feel sleepy everytime she reads her notes.

for me, i have a huge issue with prioritizing my study time. the worse is when i know what is going on and am aware of how it can destroy me...OMG.

you know i always tell people i can only study at home, which is true, cus i'm not one who can tolerate noise from a buncha sec school bratz or put up with the smell of french fries when i mug. the last time i tried doing that, i think i was that exact buncha annoying sec sch bratz i talked about, who apparently set out to mug there....but end up reading the same sentence over and over again, or laughing away over don't know what...being a complete nuisance. at the end of the day when i got home, i was full with a whole stomach of fries, no knowledge nothing.

Ironically, studying at home has become a problem for me these days. i'm so convinced that i work better at home because of my past experiences, and very much because of where it got me now. but these days, i can't....which i don't know why.

i cannot understand why is it so challenging for me to sit still and concentrate for like 15 mins. for every page i read, i spend half an hour surfing the net, roll on my sister's bed [oops], or walk around the house. and then there's the hunger pangs whenever i start to mug. i spend like 10 mins figuring out what i should eat, another 10 eating, and then maybe settle to study for a short while....the bloody cycle goes on...like forever...this is damn serious.

it's times like these, when you're not supposed to be doing such stuff, that you will most likely end up doing them. i don't know, maybe it's just me. maybe it worked for me the other time cus the consequences were more intense. either way, it's not good.

sometimes i secretly wish that youtube, crunchyroll and all that video sharing websites are down so that i won't be spending time on them. HAHA. but i think people like cherine, glynis and whoever will hate me for that. then again i may end up eating more. HA HA HA...aiya whatever.

Oh anyways, a break before my next paper on thurs after tommorow. this sentence, is a very bad example of a clear and concise form of media writing. haha....

One degree 15

MY SMASHING Sunday @

ONE Degree 15

Dad and Uncle Simon: they're the reason for the car decal on our car's windscreen. heee~~~~

Mommy looks so cool looking intensely at something. but i'd reckon her Dior specs are cooler. HAHA. and the grey object behind....you don't wana know.

My 'army' of cousins and relatives...and my cute granny.


yes we can all READ, meimei.

She smile like she own the yatches lor. woah you should've seen those kick-ass yatches there owned by some filthy rich balding men. [ok maybe not balding lah, i'm just jealous...] LOL. we saw really young ang-mo kids clad in luminous diving suits running around their dad's yatch...wth, we run around the void deck at their age lor.

this person don't know how to take picture can, the view behind is like as if we're at johore port. MY TIAN AH.....

woah...this cool or what?! then again if you think about it, the pool will be a cocktail of orange juice, punch and maybe some vodkha by night. eeew...

THIS, is even cooler! my dream MAHJONG table. auto shuffle and stacking. this is what i call EFFECIENCY!



SMILE!!!

aaww...the ultra comfy sofa...


The nostalgic backview is totally cool!


From top left: Roger, twin 1, me and FeFe

Don't need to guess, so the entire day was spent outside with my family, cept for the going back home to change part. haahaa... yeah i KNOW i should be studying but i'd sell my soul, no, TIME for a buffet dinner.

If you ever have the slightest interest to take a trip down the Kpop scene, then i'm pretty sure you'll come to appreciate it's wonders....of cus, that is if you pick the right ones.

i don't mean DBSK or FTTS only....there are actually truckloads of talents waiting to be discovered. i assure you, they are ANYTHING but mere packaged pretty faces....some are really far from pretty..[despite having gone under the knife]. haha...but i gotta applaud their innate talents man...

One thing i cannot resist, is that unique husky voice they have [the guys]. i don't know how to explain it except that it's their very distinct korean way of singing ballads....omg.... i'm officially gonna coin it the "KIMCHI voice"! lol.

a couple of singers who qualify under this cateory include:

-Fany [Hwan hee]
-Hong Ki [FT Island]
-Howl
-Uknow [DBSK]
-Dae sung [BigBang]

ummm..if you know them then you'll get my point....

and i totally dig the korean-style of rapping though i couldn't make out what they were rapping most of the time. it's a hell lot of difference compared to the mando-way....[all of them suck cept for 'Machi'] lol.

If you don't know Epik high, you MUST know BigBang.

haha....it doesn't even matter if you don't understand what they're singing man....the best thing about Korean music [or other foreign music for that matter] is that they capture you purely from the way they sound. but if you really wana know...you can find out from the translations in the millions of websites online.

my true love is still dbsk. BUT, i'm starting to love BigBang too...they're a whole different genre....a whole different story. not your typical prettyboys. a bag full of talent i must say. if you wana know why, go look at these music videos....

***Those in Italics are HIGHLY recommended. =)

Lies:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57GPGTOwSPE

La La La:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5euBa7m-ic
We belong together:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeNDF-EI0Ck
Forever with you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRotrwEKjrY
Dirty Cash:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bt-F-rmOYM
This Love [G Dragon solo]:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHaWvR7AWR4
Fool's Tears:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5euBa7m-ic

...their music simply grows in you...

The pair of winter boots to DIE for this season....

LIMTED EDITION

Puma by MIHARAYASUHIRO

CHIOness....

The price is so CHIO it makes me wana weep

They cost a freaking S$399.

it's quite worth it considering the fact that fefe's not gonna buy anymore shoes for the next 3 years....

P.S.: FEFE, when you come back from Japan right, you can wrap it up and put it under our Xmas tree...and repeat this again for the next few christmases.

...win already lor...

beloved JANICE [smelly] TAN..

HAPPY MERRY 21st!!!

[though i doubt you'll honestly feel the excitement amidst the stacks notes]

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Are u ready for your surprise?????

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PRETTIEST!!!!

i swear beneath all the STARS that i'm gonna help you out for your SLUMBER PARTY!!!! lol.... for you i'm gonna wear the ugliest PJs to make you look AWESOME that night. LOL!!! so please don't invite any cute guys.

..and i'm sure there won't be many. =)))))

last but not least...

your present won't be just a pair of undies.... =DDDDDDDDD

My dearest Uni mates...

...enuff said.

10 Unglam Facts about your little friend here...

1) i have this little pillow with me when i sleep since i was 2. and YES, it's still safe and sound on my bed now. and it's NOT smelly! [at least to me... =D]

2) i once puked right outside my lift landing when i had food poisoning and my mom had to clean up the entire place at 1 am.

3) when i was 9, i disected an 8cm long earthworm with my badminton raquet. i think it's karma cus ever since i visited this grosteque earthworm farm in aussie, they became my worst NIGHTMARE.

4) i used to bite myself a lot on my arms when i was very young, until one of my aunties threaten me with something which i can't even remember. i stopped. my mom say it looks as if i was tortured at home.

5) i have this disgusting habit of stuffing used tissue paper under my pillow when i have flu years ago. then when my tissue paper runs out, i'd just grab those underneath my pillow to reuse. WAHAHAHAHAHAA..OMG!!! i can't believe i just told u THIS!!! [THIS HABIT IS SO KICKED ALREADY. so please get over it after reading] =DDDD

6) when i was younger, my nose used to bleed a lot. there was once in the middle of the night, i thought i had runny-nose, so i just used my hands to wipe off my nose. then i realised howcome it's like so watery and it kept flowing. so i wanted to go out and get tissue. i freaked out when i saw so much blood on the tissue. when my mom turned on the light. my door knob, the floor and my pillow was pretty much covered with blood. quite a bloody sight.

7) Muffy once had indigestion and he must have felt real uneasy. so he climbed onto my bed and slept next to me. the next thing i know, he puked. it was 7plus in the morning god dammit! i just grabbed a towel in my drawer, covered it and went back to sleep. i was THAT tired.

8) In MI, i once shared a toilet cubicle with every girl's worst night mare, a HUGE COCKROACH. i just couldn't be bothered lah, and what the hell is so scary about them??? they're not even slimy....and i could still remember the shocking look on some mina's faces when i came out. i so wanted to say "yes i ATE IT!!"

9) i plotted the death of this dirt sucking fish in my dad's 4 feet tank with my mom. HA HA!! cus you know why?! apparently the tank was SO clean it had nothing to feed on anymore and it started eating off the other fishes! @#$%^...
it grew SO HUGE it became a bloody sin to let it continue growing at the expense of the poor fishes. SO, [heh heh heh] we took like an hour trying to scoop it out of the tank then put it in a seperate pail and treated it to some dettol. we were quite apalled that it survived a whole 3 days, but it eventually died [of hunger i think]. SHIT lah, wasted my dettol.

10) this is quite disgusting. in my sec school days, i love eating the sour cream n onion flavour pringles. so i was happily eating and watching tv. i have this habit of licking off the sour cream and lay the chips on a piece of tissue before eating them later. i must have stacked the chips quite high already then my dad came walking out. man....the fan must have dried them all and my dad just picked one up and ate it. OMFG...my eyes widened so much i felt dizzy and the world must have been switched to slow-motion mode when i witness the piece of chip enter my dad's mouth. and you know what he said? "you buy original one ah?"
and i quickly chucked the tube of SOUR CREAM n ONION chips behind me.."YAR". i can't believe i said that. i only confessed a few months ago. =X

***TAG or COMMENT SOMETHING UNGLAM ABOUT YOURSELF LEH! WHOEVER YOU ARE!***

8 DAYS every week~

there is only like umm, 7 days in a week? why did they call the magazine 8 days?? huh, can you please enlighten me??? why 8 days huh???? can count or not? Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday = SEVEN days what.......what if the kids go "mummy mummy, one week only have 7 days right? why they put 8 days??" OR "teacher teacher, got monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday..then got one more day call what ah?"

then again i'm not an avid fan of the mag so naturally i won't know. but just recently, i realised it's quite a dumb but humouring source of entertainment. i must say they really have GOOD and buey-kiasi writers. man...when pens become the weapon of destruction...literally. be glad, my friend...and rejoice to the fact that you are unpopular and a nobody. at least you won't have to explain for your overreactive sweat-glands. LOL. oh, you won't know what i'm talking about if you don't watch tv or don't read 8 days. so get a life, get your 8 days~

..they should so pay me for advertising.

anyways, as usual lah, i was super entertained by the way some writers write about certain celebrities...like they just DISS you know...they don't give a care whether they'll earn themselves a lawsuit or not cus apparently, celebrities are so FILTHY rich [like angelina jolie who bought this US$450 stuffed girafe from this exclusive toy shop called FAO don't know what which i can't even pronounce, for her kids.] like honestly, the giraffe looks like one you can find in a pasa-malam OKAY.

...cool celebrities ALSO won't give hoot about mags like 8days, they'll prolly go "where do they even get the 8th day in a week idea from?" with that what-the-hell face. i'd reckon they'd be more interested pregnating themselves.

aiya, anyways, i just love to read about the ridiculously extravagant lives of some hollywood celebrities. some are ridiculously STEWPID and WHATEVER. umm, not some...ALOT. yeah, but i like to read. you may think i'm a Kpo, but i think i'm "helping the sales of mags". you call me a "voyuer", i call myself "a very concerned reader". LOL. gimme a break man!@! there's 8 DAYS EVERY WEEK y'know... i can't be ONLY reading the straits times right??????? LOL!!

okay, so you really are UNINTERESTED in all that gossipy stuff.

congratulations. =)

well i think you're just in denial cus i always say that too to make myself seem more sophisticated. hahahha....then the next thing, i'd be caught reading a celebrity gossip. HAHA. "wah.....mat, thought you don't like these stuff one?!?!?" lalalalalalaa.....it's like being caught for peeing in the pool. LOL.

so, let's not be so quick to deny...let's all be HONEST.

the point is...i'm getting to my point now....the last page of the mag is damn hilarious....they come up with really random stuff. sometimes they are so random they make me feel like an alien for laughing.

This week's about 3 letter SG-style horror flicks and their taglines which have the potential to outsell hollywood ones like "SAW".

Eg1 : TAX - "On April 15, it's time to pay..." [this is embarrassingly lame, i'm sorry]

Eg2: LAN - "just what is turning our teenage boys into mindless zombies?" [their equally mindless parents who allow them on the roads!]

Eg3: CPF - "there's nothing inside...or is there?" [they will put it in when the time comes. for now, you'll just have to wait]

Eg4: ERP - "it's here.... to drive you mad." [then don't drive lah!]

Eg5: SAF - "on Tekong, no one can hear you scream...." [no your platoon mates will, just that they pretend not to]

Eg6: PCK the Horror Movie "The mole..................it's ALIVE!" [.....no comments...]

OMG."'

SG is so small i tell you. i'm so darn sick of the very few and miserable shopping malls we have here. bleah...... and my legs are so tired from walking and walking and walking ................................... PLUS, i think 3 consecutive days in orchard is REALLY, REALLY getting to me..it's not even about the company ANYMORE.

can u sense how PISSY i am now? not yet....then i can do better. WHY?? you don't wana know, but it's so easy to guess.. HA HA.

and MY oh MY. it's a crime to be in orchard on sunday. everywhere you turn, you see....... [cannot say lah, sg so uptight]. lol. our country is pretty much infested with [i'm sorry, i really cannot say...i'm like how peace-loving], anyways, i trust that you can infer.

i hate this man. my two favourite girls already finished their exams yet i'm still stuck in this pit-hole. DAMMIT! i can imagine my following weeks will be a lot less exciting....not like it has ever been. WAHAHAHAA....

OH i so wana blog about this sickenning thing jiayi and i did yesterday night. LOL. we were like friendster-stalking our secondary school seniors lah! woah it's like HOW FUN CAN. i'm sorry to say but everyone does childish lame stuff once in a while right, just that "honest" [no doubt minority] people like us shamelessly talk about it. hahahaha....

we were like damn stalker lah! we went searching for profiles of all the notorious, cute, smart-like hell, cool-like-don't-know-what, gorgeous like there's no tomorrow seniors we admired in our sec-school days. and also some other not so flattering looking ones lah...man, they must have evolved...just like US! lol.

can you imagine we spent like an hour plus just looking through their pictures and stuff...and it was already like 2 am and jiayi still refuse to go take her shower. we're really DIE HARD stalkers can. wahahahaa....but the more we look at how they've been, the more we compare ourselves to them.

the verdict: they're so high-lifers now lor. they take photos at parties we take in SBS buses. they club, we watch youtube..blah blah blah...

aiyah...WHO CARES man! okay maybe i do, a little.....but i must live up to my principles! lol.... my patch of grass is green enough...haha.

***Besty! take care yah! and let's go watch the BEE MOVIE!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA.......

p.s.: my fellow k-sters, date me please! i need kara-therapy!!!

i hate rejections, i really do.

tell me about it man, i'm like the Queen of rejections [on the receiving end that is].

despite being rejected by this particular guy like what, a dozen times? i still can't bring myself to hate him. like how dumb can i get? the first time i thought i'm gonna die, the 2nd time, my whole world's gonna crumble....the 3rd, maybe i should really DIE. lol....

..now, i'm resolved to think that i'm better off without him. i honestly did used to think that if there's anyone i'm gonna be with, it HAS to be him. and it took a really long time before i finally take him outta the picture.

then again, he's not exactly out of the picture. he never fails to serve as a reminder of how dumb i am.

until now, i still think part of me can't get over him. but i am moving on. at least i try to....[i HAVE TO after 7 years right?!] if i cry, he'll never come back. if he did see me cry, he will also never come back. so it's only logical if i deal with it myself right?

i know it's torturous to meet someone you like almost everyday, but what about spending a whole week in a camp with your ex in your group? you get to see him the first thing you wake up morning, you play games together, you even get to hold his hands....yet he also makes you cry. how the hell do you think that felt? somehow, you know he hates you, but you still love him..isn't that worse?

i could've so leapt off the rock wall and DIE. the most biting pain of all would be how he's so polite to you...man, the cruelty of his politeness is indescribable.

i know different people go through different types of rejection. but at the end of the day, you sit yourself down and measure the things you've lost and gained in the process....it may look like this;

-i lost a potential love, but i gained myself a good friend and i get to hang around him all the time, he won't hate me, we can still go for classes together, he won't ignore me on msn....etc etc.

and if you think about it, the loss u suffered is not even really a loss.

...yeah if only love is all that logical...BUT, when all else fails, you gotta come back down to earth and deal with it the best logical way.

i took my time to learn, maybe you all should too.

my advice: love yourself a little more cus it's not all about him, it's about you =)

let's talk about FAIRNESS

When was the last time you wonder to yourself why your life is so unfair?

think for me, it was 2 weeks ago when i saw this average looking vietnam woman pay for an LV bag with a stack of hundred dollar bills [and a SHINY piece of Platinum card in her wallet]. THIS, in all SHALLOWNESS spells U.N.F.A.I.R to me at that moment.

but immediately after that sinful thought, i felt guilty. Not cus i of the consolation for having a titanium card in my wallet, but i know it is just WRONG.

sometimes i do lament about how boring or hectic my life is, and my occasional suayness when my luck hits rock-bottom....but at least i'm eating well, living well, and don't have to worry about my tomorrows.

if i were to say life's a bitch, then i might as well call myself one... a lot of times, it's the way you see things. many people tell me i look damn carefree, the truth is, i have my problems too....and if you really now me well enough, i don't cope well. and sometimes, i choose to indulge in that sickening cycle of whining-moodswings-whining...it never ends..and what i realise is that it not only takes a toll on me, it also affects the people i care about.

what i'm trying to say is, life has never been fair; but it gives you choices.

i can choose to marry a rich man and be like that vietnam woman; i can also choose to work my arse off the conventional way to be rich enough to own my own platinum card. similarly, i can also choose to deal with my problems in a positive way; or i can let my emotions get the better of me and annoy everyone around me.

i know it's easier said than done. but if you can compare yourself with people you deem better off than you are, then you should also do so for those unfortunate ones you subconsciously refuse to acknowledge.

the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side; her life is always better than mine; her shoes are so pretty; why can't my boyfriend be like that?

now i think about it, i don't have to fight with my own pride and sell curry puffs along the corridoors of a HDB block and run to hide when my classmates see me. i don't have to literally fight with kids who laugh at how poor i am. and i definitely won't have to get first in class just so i could have a slice of chocolate cake as a reward because i've NEVER tasted cake in my entire life.

..all these he did, but my dad never really contested whether or not his life is fair. he always tells me i'm lucky, but back then i was too young to realise. Now, when i look at him, he always reminds me of how bloody fair my life is.

SO, Life's actually very fair because it offers choices, so you just have to make the right ones. like, how unfair can your life be when you get to dl free songs online?!

FEFE the loser

you know my sister has lotsa issues...one of which is with showing care and concern for the people around her. she has huge issues with even kind gestures [I'M NOT KIDDING]. if you ever seen her before you'll get what i mean...lol.

k anyways, here goes....

FeFe: jiejie, did i tell u did i tell u??? the other day hor, i did a damn embarassing thing leh. OMG! if i tell you you sure laugh at me one. it is SO EMBARASSING LOR. i thought for once in my life i did a good deed leh...

Me: what? say lah! [and i typed away w/o looking at her]

Fefe: you know i was queueing at the 851 queue at the interchange, then i saw this blind man waiting to board the bus...then there's this Malay guy in front of me and i was thinking he sure won't help him up the bus one lor...

Me: uh huh....then?

Fefe: then since i'm 2nd in the queue then i must help him right? so when the bus came i went to help him lah....

Me: wah you SURE not?! u go help him ah??

Fefe: YARR~! and then i was like "scuse me u need my help?" hahahahhaaa...then the blind man say "oh thank u thank u" ahahahhahaa.....the he said "OH!" suddenly...wahahahahahaa...

Me: MY GOD, don't tell me he knock his head on the door?!

Fefe: WAHAHAHHAHAHhhaaa...[and she only composed herself after 30 seconds] noo...ahaha....he knocked on the bus' side mirror! i feel SO SORRY for him man....then i quickly said "sorry x 10" then he said "nevermind nevermind".

Me: [laughing uncontrollably] wah u're damn LOSER man, fefe!!!!

Fefe: [rolling around her bed laughing madly]

Me: woah Fe i pity the blind man leh...poorthing....you wana help him in the end you HAI him. wahahahhahaaa~~

hilarious. when she finally have the conscience to do nice things...LOL. she screws up...

FEFE, practice makes PERFECT. you should start with Obeying me.

wahahahahahaa....that's a nice gesture F.Y.I.

Reasons to smile

yes, i've got lotsa reasons to smile. apart from the fact that i have money in my bank account, there're quite a couple of happy things happening around me now. NO, i've not found my prince charming yet....i don't know why he's taking SOOOOO long either....

Rather, it's great things happenning to the people around me, and of cus lah, MYSELF.

But then again, me finding out about certain things about my friends can be a problem. not that i can't keep secrets....but i just don't know how to feel obliged to keep them. WAHAHAHA...okok kidding, i remember i have an entire post about keeping secrets not long ago....You can go through the dreadful process of reading it again if you're dying of boredom.

lol. SO, my recommendation to all: if you are itching to say something you're not supposed to, say it to your toilet bowl! and then flush!....

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don't you ever watch TV?! come on!! it's much better than shouting underneath a flying aeroplane.....so CLICHE! WAHAHAHAHAHA

okok....so what good things actually happened. well, there's one that i cannot say. if i do, then you'll never see another blog entry from me EVER AGAIN [OMG, did u just secretly wished for that!?!?]. lol. i'm dead serious, and so is SHE. WAHAHAHHAA.... but JM, i'm really really honestly [from the bottom of my kind heart] happy for you. =) it's like i can feel your happiness and excitement...if you need me i'll ALWAYS be there for you, [on monday, tuesday, thursday and friday] in school....WAHAHAHAHA~~ kidding lah, you know what i mean.

THEN, i convinced a really RELUCTANT new adopted jm of mine to dye his hair! and he actually looks good with the new hair....he must be so inspired by U-know's drop dead gorgeous hairdo. lol.

SHIT, it's like i wana blog somemore but i can't remember what else i wana blog about....problem....... these days, i've been much more of an essay-churning machine, which means i can hardly write about anything else besides essays and podcasts and newsletters and releases. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~

so friends, please gimme more reasons to smile.

call me. tell me a joke. treat me to lunch. sing me a tvxq song....whatever.