Thursday, January 12, 2006

brrrrrr...........

Brrrrrrr..........

it's so cold can........... it's raining day and night, night and day....i've not seen broad daylight for days already....i hope this won't continue for weeks cuz it's making me real lazy.... i can even fall asleep while standing. picture this: i was serving this customer for almost 20mins and i yawned every like, 2mins i think....needless to say, she noticed it but was nice enough to laugh it off...

thanks to the weather....i'm getting lotsa nice sleep these nights but it also resulted in me waking up LATE...and i mean real LATE. i was supposed to work morning shift for a whole 4 day stretch this week, which leaves me to tend the shop alone in the morning... worst, when my colleagues ain't around...the chill of the bloody weather really set the mood for a lazy nap..... THAT IS WHY....i have to spend 5bucks every morning to get a dose of caffeine to make sure my eyes don't fail me. [yeah, startbucks is really, really, making BIG BUCKS these days...] for one, even when my eyes are wide opened....my mind starts to drift to the wrong places...... sometimes i can just stand at the counter and stare into space for a good 10mins if no one comes in....oh well, even if there is, i'll just remain still...[ don't ask me why i chose service line ] BUT, there's always stuff to look forward to at work every morning...i can just look across to wallet shop...where the david tao look-alike supervisor is...lol...it doesn't hurt to look right? it's f.o.c anyways.... i don't think he noticed me though...if he does, then i'll just pretend i'm staring into space....right, sounds good enough an excuse. =)

i feel bad cuz i was supposed to visit lili's house for a surprise on her birthday......thanks to a last min prob....which i'm abit lazy to elaborate...i couldn't make it. and i'm supposed to be a SPECIAL GUEST!!!! nevermind....we've got a date next week...i can still pass her her lil prezzie....come to think of it, i haven't give her anything for the past 3 yrs....when we're in sch, she always refuse to let us buy her anything...but now, i think i'd better give...cuz if not, i'll feel bad.
anyhow, i think our 3 yrs of friendship isn't that shallow lah. i don't think any kinda glitter and shine can actually replace 3 GOLDEN yrs of togetherness........the same class, the same bedroom, the same plastic sheets....etc.....SO, i gotta say this to her: Ng Li Rong....I LUURVVE EEEEW!!

....now even muffy's wearing a shirt....my mom probably think that he's cold too... hmmm...he did something amazing today...like a stunt. lol... he leapt up to my sis' bed [usually he needs our help to push his butt up]...tt's not the best part, i was saying to him in a sarcastic tone: "muffy, u so clever then you jump to my bed lah..." and he did!!! he jumped from one bed to another...btw, our beds were'nt that close to each other....i was totally taken aback man! tts really a pleasant surprise. he'd NEVER EVER done such stunts b4...though he did tried to jump up to my mom's bed umpteen times but failed terribly as he rebounced back to the floor---exhausted-- lol... actually, it's not the jumping that amazed me, it was the way he understood what i said. for the first time, i thought he's like a human...just like us... see, the wonders of having a pet dog. the little things he do can make him seem irressistably adorable OR, can make him a complete menace......but isn't all these part of the package the moment you set ur eyes on him? yes, i gotta agree, beneath those mischieve lies a heart which yearns attention and some TLC........... muffy's such a nuisance...but i love him.

take care friends...the weather ain't that friendly nowadyas...much as i love RAIN, i don't want "him" to make ur sick....catch the pun?

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

my blog's dead...so are my feelings...

My Blog's dead....so are my feelings....

Okok...thanks for the kind reminders and naggs....[not that i need them] haha... i understand that it has sort of fallen into a coma for weeks....and that even though i do check out the tags n reply them, there has to be something new for my friends to comment on.... so, thanks to huihua, glyn, suzy...blah blah blah....i'm obliged to force out every drop of inspiration at this hour...

just to rewind back to a few hours ago...i was at k Box marina with my usual ktv khakis...[collin n glyn -jacky's got sch btw-] and we were having a tremendous time singing (or shouting) our lungs out n to our hearts content....my apologies to the 2 poor souls cuz it was supposedly a celebration for collin b4 he goes into NS on the 6th...BUT, as many of u all noe...i love to sing...so that kinda explained the following: i was mic-hogging....lol!!!! really sorry for that...but i simply couldn't help it...it's as if they paid 20 bucks to come to my cheapo concert!!! haha, in case that will scare any potential ktv-enthusiasts who wish to tag along the next time....i'm not always like that *smiles broadly* it's just that i was super high tonight......

Yeah b4 i forget and this is still ringing in my head like a broken record...glynis wants me to add this: she sounded much nicer when collin recorded her voice in the mp3 player...
btw, we recorded a couple of songs and they were...well...pretty impressive i must say...lol....then i joked about the 'nicer sounding glynis'... i said to her [rephrased] "now i know why those who can't sing can record albums" wahahahaha....that was a joke of cuz.....=P

anyways, we totally enjoyed ourselves and sang heartily to every tune...sometimes we went off key...but most of the time we hit all the right notes....if anyone interested to hear the recorded tracks can let me noe....wahaha....if anyone is interested to sign us on also can...muahahaha......... just so long as we dont need to hide our faces behind some weird cartoon characters...lol.

*this is especially for Collin: take good care of urself inside...n don't get too desperate until even the 32 yrs old aunty at the front desk also wana look...lol..no lah, i really hope it'll be a fruitful experience for u...n pls.....we wana see muscles the next time....hee hee....we'll miss you!!!

As for the dying feelings part...HAI........................i don't know the significance of it either....i think some of ur will know what i mean......i can feel that its dissipating already.............like what collin said [though he sounded kinda light-hearted when he said that] everything is just made up by me....the way i wana remember him...the reasons or rather, excuses i try to make myself believe in....it's like i'm running away from cold-hard facts....the truth is, i don't even know what to believe in or how to think the right way anymore.....the major mistake i made is probably to keep reminding myself abt him by constantly bringing up the topic.....i could've left him far behind long ago.......but i didn't...what do u call this? stubborn or self denial???