Sad Movie

I'm recommending this film to all romantics out there. this is not a recent film but i doubt many of you have seen it. Yes it's in Korean but i'm not watching it because of the sexy korean men inside (there's none in fact). i Know the title is a bit corny but i assure you there is depth to it than just a movie that makes you cry. The stories are simply beautiful and it makes you cry in a good way. Personally, i feel that it's nicer than than 'Love Actually'.

Here's the synopsis:

This film is about eight individuals facing the most brilliant separations in their lives. The passionate fire fighter, 30 years old, tries to propose to his lover but every time he misses the chance. In the meantime, she becomes anxious whenever she hears a siren. Suk-hyeon intends to break up with her jobless lover, Ha-seok, and he begins an agency that helps other lovers to break up. Juyeong is mad at her son's troubles in school, but she realizes that she has little time to spend with him. Su-eun, with a hearing impairment and a burn on her face, falls in her first love but she doesn't have the courage to come out in his presence.

Trailer:

Story incomplete

i'm excited now as i'm writing about this. guess what?? as some of you already know, i've been wanting to pen a story (Fiction of course!), and the reason i'm oozing with excitement is because i'm already in the midst of writing it!

i'm making an effort to not just talk but put my words into action. i always say i'll get down to accomplish something but chances are it never happens. so i'm really determined to prove my point this time - i CAN make things happen.

Oh i SO wana share it with you all but it's a bit um, messy now and the writing needs a hell lot of editing. No surprises, i'm not writing about aliens or murders. you should know me, i don't do extremes. make a guess, but no prizes for the right answer. =)

My imagination is going a ride this time, to make the story the least cliche possible. it's a mixture of my own experiences and some parts adapted from movies i've watched. my sources of inspiration comes from everywhere. but most of it are just pure creativity. HAHAHA.

if you're a romantic, you'll probably love it. like i do. hehehehe...

.......be patient, one day i'll show you all! then you guys can think of a nice title for me =D


xoxoxo
matty

have you ever had the feeling of being sucked into something which you obviously had nothing to do with?

things used to be very simple, and then the complication.

so i called jiayi. it's been some time since i made confessions to her. i miss talking to her. cus most of the time we were merely producing unproductive crap, but still.... I'm so glad she understood. and i'm so glad i can be completely honest with her. felt so much better after saying those things i never imagine myself will say. you know some things, you won't even bring yourself to come to terms with, what more if you're letting someone else in? thank god she's not just someone else.

this friendship came a LONG way. i hope some of you understand. i could just say everything and anything i have in mind to anyone, but because like everyone else, i have secrets. and if there's anyone i'll wana share with, jiayi will be the first...the next will be glynis. at least for those i consider unsharable. when i say this, it really means the issue is not so simple.

much as i like to consider myself mature, i think i truly did let myself down this time. by now maybe you all may think i'm down or what, or maybe i'm emo and sad over something. honestly, i'm not. i'm just a bit confused.

So please don't make me sound like i need help or genuine concern. the very reason i vaguely blogged about this is because i feel like it.

just in case anyone probes, i hope you all understand that i have my reservations. and please for the "LASTEST" time:

I AM SO OKAY

I, impossible as it seems, suffered from sleeplessness yesterday.

i was dead tired and had no qualms about sleeping like a baby the moment i lie down. HOWEVER, i don't know what came over me, i couldn't. And i spent an hour plus, in desperation, engaging in some kind of mind-reasoning which i thought was totally ridiculous.

Like why the hell can't i just put my mind at ease? i don't exactly have things to worry about but it just went on and on thinking about everything. And if over exertion do cause physical exhaustion then i should be knocked out after an hour right? Apparently not, i think my mind is like partying in a pool of crazy thoughts, and neglecting the fact that i need to wake up early the next day.

i can actually number the times i tell myself "stop it! stop it! i need to sleep!" and then it became "okay.....i'm VVVeeerrrryyyyy tired already........ i'm going to sleeep...i'm going to sleeep....i'm going to sleeeeep............" and i tossed and tossed and tossed. i think this went on for hours. just when i thought i was really sleeping, it starts again. SHIT!

in the end, i woke up in the morning feeling i haven't slept. i'm not exeptionally tired but i just didn't sleep well. it's a complicated feeling. if you know me, you'll know i'm a person who values sleeping a LOT. what bothers me is not the lack of sleep, it's the lack of a good night's rest that's irritating. urgh!

okay enough of my sleepless topic. Boy JM was so free yesterday he helped me photoshop some of my pictures. i demanded one with Micky and i inside but he said it was quite hard and it takes time. JM, i have ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD! haha...but please don't make me wait too long, i'd die of anticipation.

Here are the before and after photoshop pictures of me:

BEFORE & AFTER

i think i freaking look like an alien in the 2nd one. lol. jm, it's either your skills are not up to the mark or i'm too beautiful there's nothing to edit. LOL. kidding. thanks for your effort jm! i'm looking forward to me and micky's couple pic. HEHEHEHEHE.


oh, and this is my boyfriend, =D
BARON

LIKE REAL RIGHT. you must be thinking, if i can be his girlfriend, then you could have already been married to Jude Law. Honestly, if you can just find ONE flaw about this hot chap here, i would...i would....oh come ON please leh, you won't find it! he's like the epitome of PERFECTION. i know it sounds KZ but i'm forever generous with my compliments for men with chiseled good looks. hahaha. i was telling boy jm, he is the reason why ugly guys wana commit suicide. ooops. kidding, my bad!

For your BENEFIT

*This entry is not exactly boy-friendly. so do excuse me. =)*

Girls, lemme introduce you all to some HOT STUFF!!!

FOR YOUR EYES ONLY

(read on for more below)

First up, some of you may have heard about Benefit cosmetics from the states. but for those who've heard but haven't tried or have reservations about them, well, u can ask me. =D the VERY willing lab-mouse who've have tried and tested the products. okay, SOME.


i know the story goes "no, asian skin is different from ang-mo's so we should stick with Jap skin products and cosmetics". BUT BUT BUT, girls are suckers for everything chic and eye-catching! Even Hollywood celebs are suckers for Benefit products...so....u should read on! okay, at least feast yourselves with the colorful packaging!

TADA!!!!! my humble collection of Benefit products

(cus i'm sort of still using Stila's)

First up,

Bene tint.

This is the first benefit product i've bought. This all-time fave of mine is the winner of the 2007 beauty awards by Harpers Bazaar! this amazing bottle of red tint, no doubt small and costs a freaking 65bucks, does wonders to your dull cheeks. it gives the most natural blush effect and is suitable for ALL skin tones, unlike the conventional cakey blushers in the market. like it's name, it's a tint so it lasts througout until you clean it off with your make-up remover. PLUS, you can even apply the tint to your lips, giving them an instant healthy look! isn't it wonderful? the best thing is it can last you a year! if you ask me, it's just MARVELOUS~ OH! and it smells rosey....ooooh......

Bene tint pocket pal

before you think i'm siao or have too much money, this is not mine. i bought this for fefe cus she's starting to become a bit 'hiao'. lol. okay, i'm kidding. cus she wants one so i got one for her. =D what a lovely sister i am right. HAHAHA. ummm, the point here is this, if you want something convenient, light and slightly less pricey (@ 41 bucks), you can opt for this instead of Bene tint.

"that gal" brightening face primer

don't the name of it just sounds so girlie? and suddenly your gu-niangness is revived just from the looking at it's pinkish packaging. wait till you smell it lor. smells so annoying sweet you feel like putting it in your mouth. okay, so what is this glue stick look-alike product all about? well, it's a face primer can't you read? in other words, it's like a base that helps to brighten your dull complexion before you apply your foundation. the coolest part of it is on days when you feel like going make-up free, you can simply just apply this primer w/o make up and it'll give your face an instant healthy glow! and the sweet scent will totally make you feel like the prettiest girl alive! HAHAHA. but please don't let them lie around the house esp if there are kids at home. they might just use it as glue.
...priced @ 6obucks

Last but not least....

Some Kind-a gorgeous foundation

yet another winner of the 2007 Harpers Bazaar beauty awards. Ummm.. i havent really tried this yet but i will soon when i finish my Stila one. it should not disappoint me since it's fellow award winning product (bene tint) is quite reliable. but it can be tricky when it comes to the right foundation. some women spend half a lifetime searching for the right one...so i'm not sure. anyways, this is a creme-to-powder formula, ideal for oily skin. it gives a silky and translucent finishing and is suitable for all skin tones. which means to say, there is exactly ONE tone for this foundation. let's see if it works for me. this is also 60bucks.








NOW, FOR THE HOTTEST STUFF EVER!!!

BARON CHEN!!!!!!!!!

wooooooooooo~~~~~~~

i know it's the same pic lah, but till i can get an even yummier picture of his, let's just make do okay. oh man, i don't wana sound like an annoying secondary school girl who's crazy over handsome actors but *sigh* i can't help it! and sure, tonight i will repent about behaving like one. hurr hurr hurr~~~

i think i mistook his name for 'river' or something when i watched the making of KungFu Dunk on tv the other day. LOL. and i insisted his name was 'river' all the way throughout the movie today..which obviously ridiculed Cherine quite a bit, cus who in the right frame of mind would call themselves 'river'???? LOL. but because he was so drop-dead gorgeous looking, we sort of overlooked that. and chen bo ling actually looked quite desirable in some scenes. SOME, i repeat. lol.

HA HA HA!!! meet your match, HE XIAO MEI!!!! he can so be your biggest threat! hurr hurr hurr....but no worries, he xiao mei, i will confirm support you (if you become as cute as baron). =X

yikes, i'm becoming grossed out by how disgusting i am now. i'm no different from those naive and immature girls on the street!!! eeeeeee!!!!!!!!! okay, i better keep my class before i irk more men with my unglam demeanor. lol.

My rehersed OS:

"well, baron, i love you but i know i can't have you. (sounds sane enuff right?)

besides, i already have micky. i should stick with micky no matter what. -_-""

(i'm all about insanity when it comes to handsome men) WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA~~~~~~~~

HAPPY MOUSEY CNY!!!i know it's kinda late but because we chinese are blessed with 15 days lunar new yr celebration, i AM still early okay...

..and i know you wana know what i was up to in M'sia this new yr holiday.

so here goes....

we really had nothing much to do in there. fefe's so bored she sat on the swing beneath the dim glow of a street lamp, wishing she was at home.

my cousin's worst, he went there 2 days earlier. he's smarter, he bonded with the tv.

"wah lau, luckily i brought my DS lor...!@#$%"

yan yiin: "okay, no tv, no DS, i shall just make do with a can of coke and this rattan chair."

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YOU MUST BE JOKING!

why would we spend like 3 days there if it was THAT boring??

it's nothing to do with the place it's the people! unfortunately those mentioned above are all boring, lifeless people! HAHAHA. okay, not true...okay, maybe only fefe. she is quite boring and lifeless as a person. =X lol. all she needs is her DS and a place to park, and she'll be as good as invisible. HAHA.

no lah, i'm just joking =D i love my sister =D

SO, here comes the EXCITING PART!

one of my cousins bought this from Hongkong. yes, blackjack is JUST NOT ENOUGH for us. HAHAHAAHA~ but i hate this game cus if you're suay, u'll be damn suay. it's all based on sheer luck. and no, i have no luck. it's gone on a holiday i think. dammit!

THIS is just what i need. i need to "HUAT"!

But do you seriously know what this is?



it's exactly the same as what my dad is lighting in this picture.

...as well as my uncle.



it's okay, nobody will blame you if you don't know, stupid. LOL.

it's fireworks.

and yes, they're the same as the one's you get to see (if you bother to make your way downtown) on national day.

..don't their faces just say everything.


OH, and before you think the night ended with fireworks, YoU ARE SO WRONG!!! make way make way!!! for the long forgotten

FIRECRACKERS!!!!

how to HUAT without firecrackers on cny man?!

come ON......

that obscene half-naked being in the picture is my dad.

he is SO HOT. literally.

..and while they're busy setting up the 'props', we find joy in goofing around.

lemme have the honour.

..NOT! i might just die of anxiety if i tried. what if my slippers got stuck to something on the floor?? what if my hair got burnt?!?! what if i trip?!?!?!?

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

better leave it to the experienced.

deh deh deh deh~~~~~~

experienced also must run leh.....

don't you just think this picture is damn well taken? like i can actually be nominated for some photography awards. if only it was bright enough, then can capture my uncle's freaked-out expression. HAHAHAHA!

CHEY lor, i thought got what 'zhen zi' as in those four nice digits so that my relatives can buy 4D or something. don't have lor. ZZZZZ~ how to FA CAI when there's no only 3 numbers?! and 888 is just so.................ZZZZZZZZ!

the best thing about these firecrackers is not only their loudness,

it's the spread of red paper all over that gives the true cny atmosphere!

we HAVE to jump in for a shot! and just look at how happy we were!

my cousins are truly tired, without even doing ANYTHING.

i didn't know sit&watch is such a chore. luckily i kept myself busy.

oooo...and what's a complete cny celebration w/o a nice bottle of wine?

and SO, my happening CNY retreat to M'sia ends with a

happily

ever

after

*

HAPPY VALENTINE's

this blogtune is dedicated to all...

*couples

*singles

*singles

*and still singles!!

hahahaha....

i'm totally besotted.

you should too.

let's SWAY with the music, shall we?

the pink entry

the start to my fantastic new year [the lunar calendar that is], is deleting a contact on my msn list. it's been sitting there since, i don't know, when i had the slightest hope of starting over. NOW, the real definition of me starting over will forever exclude this person.

i'm happy.

no, i'm extremely happy.

elated.

the only regret is maybe, i tried too hard. but at least i tried.

i'm meant for greater things, greater people. and a better life. so this year, i don't care what my horoscope says about my love life and what not. whatever whatever.

hahaha.

i know it's not gonna fall from the sky, but still, i want my share of a fairytale.

HELP ANIMALS ON FUR FARMS!!!!! SPREAD THE VIDEO!!!!!

this video can serve as a rude awakening to whoever thinks that it's okay to purchase fur products. Before you think that "oh no, i don't think this piece of fur is from animals skinned alive...this must be artificial", you f*ing think again.

this is a frustrating, saddenning, cruel, inhumane issue.

i simply couldn't finish watching the entire thing because i'm human. it's really too much for my eyes to bear. it's horrible. terrible. traumatizing. and for the animals, it's PAIN. two things came into my mind: ONE - they are suffering so much but they couldn't even say. TWO - THOSE FUCKING ASSHOLES WILL GET KARMA AND DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!!!! i hope they get devoured by some man-eating monsters!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's so bad that i cried like 4 secs after the video played....it's really bad. i didn't just cry, i literally BURST INTO TEARS!!!!! and i am still traumatized even as i'm blogging this now.

i hope you guys, whoever you are, if you stumble across my blog, please HELP TO SPREAD THIS VIDEO AND MESSAGE. please urge your fur-loving sicko friends to stop supporting this perverted trade built on the sufferings of animals who CANNOT apprehend their pain. this is not funny. so watch this, spread it, and not some obscene pictures of that perverted hongky celeb.

***this is not for animal-lovers***

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

"Are there skeletons in your closet? There is no difference between fur, leather, and wool when it comes to cruelty to animals. Every fur-trimmed jacket, leather belt, and wool swe.ater represents the intense suffering and gruesome deaths of millions of animals each year."

Now sign the petition

....PLEASE! I BEG YOU!
http://www.peta.org/