One more day

Just one more day and it'll be goodbye to Accz. GREAT. i can't wait actually. and this time it's for REAL.

i'm not trying to be mean but working there hasn't been that fun these days. working should never be deemed fun anyways, you might add. but seriously, i've had my fair share of joy and pain in that place. i've said and done a lot, and i've retold the tales here over again. the ups and downs of retail...it just gets boring and frustrating after awhile. However, i won't regret it cus i realised there're people whom i've grown so fond of that i'll actually tear as we part. so sad...i'll really miss connie [my SISTERRR]. i haven't heard myself laugh that loud with anyone for quite some time. =D

on a more practical note, i think i'll start missing work as soon as my bank account shrinks.

SO, i started picking out clothes to pack for camp today. i was stunned when the clothes started piling up like a small hill. the funny thing is, the packing list looked so pleasantly short yet i'm already beginning to have difficulties deciding which items to pass. i was kinda stuck with the old idea that we can only wear sch t-shirts. that has to pass too since i'm already in uni and i will no longer need to abide by some dumb-arse rules created by dumb people. haha. suddenly i feel so liberated, so in control. see, lil' things like these make me happy. maybe it's because i keep comparing life now with the days in MI. like heaven and hell...

Anyways, i hope i can be in the same OG as either gracey or rong rong..haha or rather any familiar faces whom i'm comfortable with. and i hope i won't freak out in a single hostel room. though i have a reputation for sleeping within mins, i'm still kinda spooked by the thought that i'll have to switch the lights off and walk back to my bed on my own. i'm not absolutely terrified of the dark but i hate loneliness. besides, i have'nt been sleeping on my own since the day i was born. think i'll just try to sneak into someone's room or something. lol.

Oh, my oh my, glynis is sick AGAIN. like how weak can u be??? hai~ and everytime you're sick is not the mild kind. sad. which means i won't have a movie kaki for the time being. you have to rest and recuperate well. but it's ok man, you have a whole long week to do so. i'll be camping-away, anyway. hehe. i'll keep a look-out k? lol you should know what i mean lah..... in the meantime, you should get a pen and paper to jot down whatever nice movies are coming up which we'll wana catch. from the trailers i see these days the numbers should be quite promising. but that is also if our pockets allow.......boooboooo.....

till then,drink lotsa water and sleep well my friends. the weather isn't that friendly now adays. well, in case anyone's still confused about when my much anticipated camp is on, it's from 26th-30th june [monday-friday]. so no new entries for a week. if you miss me, leave a tag alright? aaawwww....i know you will..... wahahhahahaha!!!
lol...

it'll be back!!

great news!

season 4 of OTH will be back! that's really something worth celebrating for. besides, i hate the feeling of being left hanging mid-air with no answers.

another thing worth anticipating [to me] is the artscamp2006. i don't exactly feel excited about it but i just can't wait. it must be some kinda of pre-camp anxiety i'm experiencing cus i haven't been to any sort of camps [like this] for decades. the closest i've ever came to "fun" was the orientation camp in 2003. and i really don't want to talk about it if you know what i mean.

somehow i have this feeling that it won't disappoint me this time. besides, i'm paying 50bucks for it man! it better be worthwhile....at least leave me with some fond memories....

oh please... please, please, don't let my unversity life be that forgetable.....please don't let my memory fail me.......booo.....

i was younger....

Birthdays......do one exactly feel the overwhelming sense of maturity once the clock strucks 12?

no.

i still feel like 2 yrs ago...when my face was pimple-infested. cus at home, i'm still that childish kid to my parents and the ever-demanding elder sister to my sis.

nothing's changed. we still goof around at home, i'm still tyranous towards my sister. maturity in age doesn't and will not change that....at least for now. lol.

and i get predictable responses too. a very monotonous exclamation of "oh my god! you're 20 already..." then " can u believe it you're gonna be 30 soon?!" no i can't. and then they direct their attention back to the tv. hmmm....i just love how comfortable things are at home. we don't bear grudges even with the most biting or sarcastic remarks.

i figured that as we age, we'll slowly grow out of the blogging phase....not now but in the near future...when u find that it's such a chore, when u suspect that no one actually wants to know about you or when u have better things to do......but for now, blogging is like a kind of responsibility. because i know my friends drop by once in awhile to check out on me. because i know people care about how i'm doing while some are just curious.....though some of you don't leave tags i know you're reading.....some of my posts are ok, some i find kinda childish. i wish i could erase those immature contents but then again, it's all part and parcel of growing up.

Now, at 20, there're a whole lotta stuff i'd like to experience and accomplish....but i hope in my journey to achieveing them i can still look back and laugh at how dumb i was before. like reading my old posts.....they're really a great reminisence of how i once felt and what i was going through at certain points in time. it's good to have a history to fall back on....especially one which you yourself recorded......then i can always laugh it off and say "i was younger...". haha.

introducing connie & matty

introducing CONNIE & MATTY the ugly sisters!!!!!

world Cup 2006

My Game Is Fairplay...

i used to think soccer is dumb cus it's like watching 11 or so men chasing and kicking away at a pathetic lil ball. now it has changed. i mean TOTALLY changed. i'm slowly getting hooked to watching soccer thanks to the numerous sports channels my dad subscribed prior to the World Cup 2006.

i must have been outta my mind man.....cus i do remember telling people tt soccer is so stewpid n all.....urgh...and i really never expect myself to even sit through the game till half time. so how did i come to this surprising conclusion? i think it was a few days ago [ one of the days which i'm off and has nothing in particular to do ]. at first i tried to read the LeeKwanYew autobiography AGAIN, but i think i'll never get pass 5 pages. it always has this hynotising effect on me. okay, anyway, i was channel surfing and i practically browsed every channel TWICE but i still couldn't find anything interesting to watch AT ALL. i wonder how glyn survived her days with just her tv. and to think that i have more channels on SCV than she does. then i stumbled upon #24, some sports channel and it was showing the start of this Brazil and New Zealand friendly match.

i sat before the tv throughout. it was a darn amazing thing, i tell you. i don't know how but it just seemed as if i was rooted there and now i think of it, i gotta admit i was mesmerized by the game. i even sat through half time and kept watching the replays n stuff. and towards the end of it when it got real exciting i just stood up in front of the tv. it's funny but i felt this great sense of achievement after that. haha.

so it occured to me that i should participate more enthusiastically this time round. besides, i won't know if i'll be that excited about this in 4 yrs' time. at the very least, i must watch the key matches. and i did yesterday. my sister the copy cat, followed to get root beer n chips at 7-11. so me, her, my dad n uncle watched the Germany n Costa rica match in the hall. haha....we were damn raudy man....unbelievable. now i really see more than just ball-passing. at least i pay attention to skills n all....but i can't say i'm a complete fanatic since i still don't know much abt football's history, the rules or whateva. and the guilty side of me reminds myself that i didn't watch it purely outta interest in the game, but in some of the guys. Um, don't get me wrong, i don't go entirely for looks. guys with talent are real captivating too. haha.... like Ronaldhino and Ballack...u think they're cute? no, but they're just cool. Very, Very cool. [being cute is a plus plus point though]

Conclusion: i'm so proud of myself for being acquainted with this sport. haha. and one more thing, i'm rooting for Germany!!! ....and a few others

a follow up...

okay, just a continuation/ folow-up to what i blogged yesterday.

about the dream right? i said i couldn't seem to piece them together. think it all made sense now. cus the baby who's sleeping next to me must be Lucas and Brooke's child. it must BE. and why was i sleeping next to their baby? haha...cus i'm their baby sitter!!! woohooo~~~ how cool is that? it's just like Desperate Housewives where this singaporean actress gets a small role as a sidekick in the show. she was acting as the maid i think.lol. whatever man. haha....
hahahahhaaaaa......hahahaaa..ha haa. haha.

one tree hill-ed

Now i finally know the meaning of “中毒很深”.


haha. maybe you all should know better. i dream the weirdest dreams.
like yesterday night, i dreamt that i was one of the casts in One Tree Hill.
what's new right? i've always been this queer. even if i don't think about some people or something all day, i still get amazing dreams at night. and if i think real hard about something, i get better ones. =)
it's like a gift of some kind. isn't it great to dream of cute guys and all? haha.... but like they always say, dreams are more than often the opposite of reality. true true.....
maybe that's why i still don't have a boyfriend. i can only dream about it.
okay, fair enough. but the greatest pity of all is that i can't seem to piece the dream together. sianz. so goes the saying "you can't keep everything you want. especially what you want to."
i can only recall vividly that we were all sleeping in a dorm and i have a baby girl beside me. lol. and then Chad michael Murray came into the room....and all's history. not exactly what i'd expect cus i'll rather james lafferty. hahaha.....anyways, like i said, dreams can only be dreams.
i welcome more of these sort though.
even if they won't come true, it doesn't matter really. so long as i get to be happy at least for that moment.
everytime i watch a show i like, i'll totally allow myself to immerse into the plot. i'm so imaginative you won't believe it. haha. i'm sure some of ur are like this to some extent right? we all have our own sick-lil-minds which we won't expose to others so easily...
subconsciously, i think i'm beginning to crave for that kinda life. but i gotta emphasize again on the point that: i don't mean the f.w.b part. haha!!!

***i've been watching superband these days. my general motive was to laugh at those weirdos. but i gotta say that i'm kinda impressed with some of the bands now. like 迷路兵 and Soul... different style but their perfomances were really good. the rest are kinda duh...... and i'm also sick of the rapping n screaming or roaring....whatever u call it.