Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Episode: i don't need a boyfriend...



....or do i?

honestly, i don't really care. but i hope i'll have one after 21.. it's only natural right? it scares me cus even one of the most unlikely friend i know is at the verge of being attached... *i'm happy for you, fret not.*

i shall not lead myself into some mindless reminisence on who i adored most from then till now...or who i haven't let go...it's a phase, i know. but because i'm older [seemingly], i've learnt to keep things in my heart. an occasional recollection with the right kinda song does it... and tomorrow, i'll wake up on my own again.

so it's not hard to guess what valentine's day means to me. in fact, i've never spent one with a guy before...lol. i wonder why... maybe i'm just unconciously trying to save it for someone special next time, or whatever. maybe i just don't have the luck and all...

for one, i'm really quite a quirky person. i sort of can't imagine anyone who'll like a girl like me. that's not to say i'm helplessly horrible or something. but sometimes i really wonder... cus i'm uninteresting [well i can be if i try hard enough...], i've kinda lost interest in pleasing people or even attempt to put the best of me before a guy. in other words, i'm just disinterested. i'm not enthusiastic in making male friends, perhaps. it's quite tiring to make someone understand you or even like you...it's a super long and dreadful process. plus, i don't look fantastic. so i probably don't fit into the category for consideration of shallow-metrosexual guys either. watching too much tv doesn't help...it pretty much makes things worst.

it's the same old stupid story...the guy you like doesn't like you/the guy you like has a girlfriend/the guy you like has a trashy girlfriend yet he still sticks to her/the guy you like hates you/the guy you like doesn't even know you exist. and sadly, the guy you like always hangsout with pretty and confident girls. NOW YOU KNOW WHY I'M DISINTERESTED?!

No chance, no luck, no hope.

so my beloved friends/sisters....if you don't have a boyfriend this V-day and you feel cold and lonesome, if you think the sight of lovey-dovey couples irks you, or even the smell of roses irritable...i'm just an sms away. [don't call me cus my incoming calls not free].


wait...i do have a plan B!


i can spend it with muffy.


Grosteque scale for Valentine's Day: ***** [ it's self-explanatory]

Monday, January 29, 2007

Episode: like an Angel- Xu Wei Lun


She was like a reincarnated angel....but now, i hope she'll really be flying amongst them.
life's cruel on some and you really don't know what awaits you tomorrow.
Live happy, Live pretty, Live life to the fullest.
...until you reach the another world, don't waste it.

Episode: "Gross Dao" Fahrenheit autograph session.

Once is enough and i'll never succumb myself to such grostique circumstances ANYMORE!

lol. i almost LAUGHED OUT LOUD at myself in the damn queue. but what an experience. SO DESU NE.....this is what it's like to go gaga over idols....lol....funny funny.... you will laugh with me if you see the lunatic teens running after the van....

All you get is 0.3 secs with them after queueing for 4 hrs.....silly me. and how frustrating, i didn't get an autograph after all.....

regret...why did i betray david Tao for him...?







...the pic explains it all....[go pee also look so cute]. Damn....



at least we had fun.




Grostique Scale: **** [4 stars...in case u think it's somekind of vulgarity]5 is the max.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

wishing and hoping...

i'm gonna meet my idol on Sunday and i can hardly contain my excitement...you probably won't get it, but when u know who i'm meeting you might...lol. it's a secret. i'll tell when i get the pics and stuff...

it's quite embarrassing to be only doing crazy stuff like chasing idols now, but i really wana do something mad/childish/exciting before i hit 21...haha....it doesn't matter what people say or think about this man, i'm doing stuff for myself. anyways, how many lives can i live right? i don't care if i'll have to dig a hole and hide my face when i recall this incident 10 yrs from now...

actually, idols are like every other human beings.... they can even be like the pretty boy you occassionally bump into in school....so far-fetched and out of reach cus you know you'll never be on the same level...you're from 2 different worlds...even being in the same tutorial class seems to be the most exclusive thing in the world to you...haha. can you even imagine breathing in the same air and being in the same place at the same time? how many times do you brag about it to your girlfriends? we somehow forget that they're nothing fantastic, really. they eat the same kinda food, sleep on beds and they don't have antenas sticking from their heads. they are so not out of this world if we ever think sanely.

BUT STILL, i can't help myself from ogling at them....just plain, harmeless ogling. and sometimes fantasize about how nice it would be if we're friends or even together...haha. same goes for the idols....their only speciality will be their killer-good-looks, a tinch of acting skills or maybe hitting a couple of right tunes. that's sufficient to send girls flooding their fansites. yet i'm so guilty of loving them secretly too... but not all. come to think of it, it's funny how shallow people can be unknowingly. no matter how much you hate this shallowness....you can't escape from being part of it. just how many times do you turn your head for a 2nd look at an ugly guy? no right.... or how many times have you resisted pointing out a cute guy to you friend? i bet never....see...shallowness is IN YOU...it's like an innate characteristic you can't shed. scary?

but how i hate those guys who go for looks...............

ironic?

too bad, cus i'm a not-so-pretty girl...lol.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

i LOVE MUMMY!!!!



yup, i simply adore my mom!
she does housework everyday, cooks nice food for us and makes sure there's soup on the table every night....she wakes us up in the morning and of cus...how can i ever forget the shopping!!! lol...

that's not all can...she always treats us to sumptuous meals at restaurants on weekends!!! MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!!! haha.[why are u in India, dad?]

"we want a bit of EVERYTHING!"
see what happens when she's asked to take a photo?









this is how you smile, fefe....









look at the XIAOLONG BAO!
Absolutely irresistable!!!




BBUuurrRRRP!!!



























Thursday, January 18, 2007

feel like i could float

okay, i'm weak lah, happy?

was supposed to be a string of 'non-stop hits' [as what Cher Lau calls it] for me today....10-12, 12-2, 2-4. please tell me i'm a genius at planning.

BUT

lucky me [irony-intended] i'm down with flu again....and as usual lah, the i-can't-breathe-thru-my-nose drama....bleah......and my throat was itching so bad i can't speak properly.... i was supposed to do a presentation today....so blame it on the weather.

save all the trouble lah, an MC would be the WISEST choice. do you know? i'll probably top the list of "Friends of medipoint clinic" should there be any of this sort. all i need to do is walk in and say hi to the recep-aunty and wait. the GP is my friend man....that explains the spoil-market rates she charges me...lol.

btw, i'm finally, officially active in a CCA now...i'm a marketing exec in our fac's Arts Club...the deputy of the marketing director.... do i hear a "WAAAAHHH!!!"? no. cus whatever that means, think it's something like a secretary....all i do is 'follow-ups' with sponsors...and i tell u, some are REAl big-shot sponsors...of cus there're others like the milo-van... awww c'mon, we ALL love the milo-van don't we? lol. getting sponsors is a tough job okay...anyway, i'm gonna start calling SDU...lol my director says they'll basically support any activities involving males n females... that's ridiculously funny to me. but heck....since this is gonna earn me a nice cert and an upper-hand in my job-resume when i graduate...i'm more than happy.

for now....i'll just float away. [credits to the dose of cough drops]

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

I'M SAD.....

Know why? cus my secondary school f&n teacher passed away...

remember Ms Chang?

the unforgettable "sit with the pipes"...

the ridiculously dry sinks...

the pinches...

the laughter...

the joy...

the love...

...and the guidance

it's sad we never kept our promise of visiting her after graduation.

it's just damn sad...

life is short man.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

70 and still a pervert!

he's so old and so obviously fragile yet he climbed up and sat on the metal railings in the bus queue just so he could stare at some sexy girl's boobs.

and he didn't even attempt to conceal his motives...indespicable!

he simply STARED right at her chest waiting for her loose top to give way and reveal some boob flesh....disgusting!

puke puke puke... and the girl ain't that pretty even.....

and i was soooo right cus he sat right behind her when he boarded the bus. needless to say, that was to gawk at her bums under that pair of ultra tiny shorts when she alights.

some old men are really PERVERTS!!!

Monday, January 08, 2007

it's me and my lil school bag and an empty stomach.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.... yay.

do i sound excited? not quite but i'm happy i finally have a proper schedule of things to do. i kinda like my plans this sem:
1) General Biology
2) Genes and Society
3) SouthEast Asian Studies
4) Social Psychology of New Media [major]
5) Theories of New Media [major]

i don't exactly know what genes n society is about but who cares if it only costs me 1 bidding point. haaaa....

though i'm not an avid new-yr-resolution follower, it just occured to me that i can't bump around like i did last sem...i MUST at least set some targets to uh-hm, feel motivated. and it's not like i write stuff like "i wana be a university scholar" or anything close.... just some down to earth and feasible goals...haha. and not to forget my long-awaited holidays and some other crap.

i was telling yy i feel totally 'Sciencified' this sem cus of the bio modules i chose...oh well....i can only say, they have nice LTs..

just an observation, the faculty is pleasant but their toilets are awfully hard to find. what, people there don't pee? lol. maybe we're just new. but the fish tanks in some bio-labs really don't smell too good. haha..

today, my genes n soc lect lasted for only 1.45hrs... like most of the lectures did. and i stayed in school for just about tt length of time too.

that's the best part of my first day, perhaps.

oh i'm so into household chores these days....i wake up at 9 every morning and slip that pair of pink gloves on [like what Dexter's mother wore everyday just that her's r yellow...omg, pls don't tell me you don't know who's Dexter. Kaoz....how can anyone NOT know Dexter?!] i'm beginning to experience my utility at home. maybe i should consider sending my maid a 'thank you' card.