i'm gonna meet my idol on Sunday and i can hardly contain my excitement...you probably won't get it, but when u know who i'm meeting you might...lol. it's a secret. i'll tell when i get the pics and stuff...
it's quite embarrassing to be only doing crazy stuff like chasing idols now, but i really wana do something mad/childish/exciting before i hit 21...haha....it doesn't matter what people say or think about this man, i'm doing stuff for myself. anyways, how many lives can i live right? i don't care if i'll have to dig a hole and hide my face when i recall this incident 10 yrs from now...
actually, idols are like every other human beings.... they can even be like the pretty boy you occassionally bump into in school....so far-fetched and out of reach cus you know you'll never be on the same level...you're from 2 different worlds...even being in the same tutorial class seems to be the most exclusive thing in the world to you...haha. can you even imagine breathing in the same air and being in the same place at the same time? how many times do you brag about it to your girlfriends? we somehow forget that they're nothing fantastic, really. they eat the same kinda food, sleep on beds and they don't have antenas sticking from their heads. they are so not out of this world if we ever think sanely.
BUT STILL, i can't help myself from ogling at them....just plain, harmeless ogling. and sometimes fantasize about how nice it would be if we're friends or even together...haha. same goes for the idols....their only speciality will be their killer-good-looks, a tinch of acting skills or maybe hitting a couple of right tunes. that's sufficient to send girls flooding their fansites. yet i'm so guilty of loving them secretly too... but not all. come to think of it, it's funny how shallow people can be unknowingly. no matter how much you hate this shallowness....you can't escape from being part of it. just how many times do you turn your head for a 2nd look at an ugly guy? no right.... or how many times have you resisted pointing out a cute guy to you friend? i bet never....see...shallowness is IN YOU...it's like an innate characteristic you can't shed. scary?
but how i hate those guys who go for looks...............
ironic?
too bad, cus i'm a not-so-pretty girl...lol.
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