WeeeeWEEeeeeeee...Fireworks!!!!
Fireworks make one happy. i'm sure it does..... and now that's the fireworks' festival, you guys and gals out there should gear yourself up and be soaked in that festive atmosphere! it's so wonderful! be it watching with your family [i did!], relatives [ did too!], friends, or your better-halves. it's just amazing to watch it with them, cus the company really makes a difference!
maybe life's not just about whinning and complaining.......there're times which i feel the world's a beautiful place...especially after listening to DT's new album. he may not be as philosophical this time but at least he's good at setting the mood for love. and talking about love, the long lost part of my life....haha.....i know many are like me, and are definitely enjoying it. but i'm sure sometimes you'll just wish you had someone with you right. hai~~~ Glynis should know better...lol.
SO, back to the fireworks....[i'm so good at drifting these days. and that's no surprise why my QET got band 4....damn it lor. why in the world did they pick my paper to mark? WHY? tell me why man......it's so unfair can?!] seee.....i'm drifting again. and whinning. haha. but i'm 'shuang' leh...who cares. i simply love to whine and complain. and there's nothing anyone can do about it. HA HA HA.
Okok, just to stray abit again, i'd like to mention that there are actually people who has some sort of 'identity crisis' you know the kind where you think that you're a grown up and you set a certain standard for yourself to follow. sometimes i feel myself in that position too cus at 20, you don't know where you belong. the problem is, you're no longer a teenager but you're neither a twenty-something. so how exactly should you behave? if you whine, you're childish. if you diss people who whines, then you're too uptight, or what we call very 'geng'. what i feel, personally, now is that, if you choose to behave like an adult, then carry on. but you shouldn't think lowly of those who prefers to stick to their old-self. some people can be real irritating and childish. but if they're happy being themselves and it obviously doesn't affect you, then just let it be man...
People are opinionated, unless they don't have a proper working mind. like me, i like to read blogs selectively and i admit that i VERY OFTEN, laugh at or criticize their entries.....i'm only human what.....and the sad thing is i feel good doing that. it's not the right thing to do but heck it...it's just fun. i'm not proud of it but i'm not ready to loose this habbit. it's just me. but it's really NOTHING lor. so don't make a fuss over it. if i feel that the blogger is dumb or something, i will only think that so long as i'm not him/her, it doesn't matter....i think this immaturity of mine will stick with me for sometime, and it doesn't make a diff just cus i'm 20......
and for now, really, back to the fireworks!!!! haha....i was watching the ITALY display at the esplanade the other day with my parents and sister. i somehow felt awkward going on this kinda outings with my parents as i'm older, but this feeling was gone as soon as the fireworks popped away...... everyone there was totally esctatic. everytime the fireworks shot into the sky and burst everyone will go "WOOOw!" . it's really hilarious....cus it the 'wooow' just gets louder and louder. haha! buthen some weird thoughts came over me which i don't know why. my sadistic mind is at work again. it suddenly occured to me that maybe some terrorists may plan an attack on us by means of the fireworks....what if one of the fireworks is actually attached with a bomb of some kind and it'll just fall into the sea of people like how the fireworks falls on us. sure can kill a lot of people man. and what seems like a festive mood may well be doomsday for us! oh my gOD! i can even predict the headlines in the news "bombs rained like FIREWORKS" i know it sucks...i know i know....... then again, it's just a thought lah, it can't be real....it won't be....
BUT maybe after my entry....i don't know....it becomes an inspiration to the evil people...who knows? and you know, they'll just um..... k STOP! i'll just stop at that. the important thing is, fireworks will and always be the source of joy and exhilaration to us...in a harmless way! FULL STOP.
happy birthday my country!!! i love you!!!
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