Do you ever feel like you've actually said something you didn't want to until it's already been said??? it seems to be happening to me more often these days. it's totally frustrating.
they occur in all forms and situations.................and after saying it you feel like slapping yourself.
then sometimes you become over dramatic over small things. you make a fool outta yourself but when all's said and done, you feel stupid and lame. because you know it's not you...because you know you're taking after someone you've seen on tv or the person you always hangout with. your instincts tell you to do some soul-searching but what if no matter how hard you try you can't find it?
if there is anyone with an ambiguous character, i have to be one of them. sometimes i want myself to be funny, sometimes i crave to be different...but most of the time i just wana know who i really am.
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