LIES.... random

First, just so you know...i'm having my mid term break~~~~ YAY.

i'm really surprised by how disciplined i am for glueing myself before stacks of notes. though i get distracted, i DID study. it's a BREAK for crying out loud~ so please be impressed. lol. at least i am.

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i haven't been slacking in my comfort zone lately. so i decided to stay home today...sleep till i fall off my bed.....sprawl on my sofa and do nothing but channel surf....gorge myself with chips and whatever unhealthy junk. ha... i hate to admit this man, but i bear queer similarity with this animal called PIG. lol.... and PIGS, for your info...are a bagload of hidden talents. lol.

just to give you the benefit of the doubt. amidst all that crap i STILL managed to study for like 2 hours. this is like the best consolation for sleeping more than i should. hahahaha..

anyways, i just realised, i'm a pack of lies. wooops, that's not to say i lie to everyone. and it's also unfair to say i lie all the time. Put it a good way: i've this ability to exercise descretion when i speak. LOL.

sounds like BULL, but, HEY, DON'T YOU SICK PEOPLE OUT THERE LIE TOO?! lies ain't that bad what...like i'm not saying it to protect my sick lil habit but i bet you're so used to telling lies [white or not], you don't even realise you did...okay, sometimes.

i'm also not trying to promote it [and believe me, i'm trying REEEEAAALLY hard to kick it away], but i'm just wondering how this can get serious.

like what if one day i can't even trust my own words. like i can't even tell if what i said or thought were truth or lies?? man...it's so scary!!! it's not even about lying to someone else...it's about you, and your warped stand.

like what if i say i don't like this just because i thought it was more diplomatic to say it but i don't actually mean it?! what if i tell myself "okay, i'm not going to cry because i'm strong just because i don't want to seem weak?" you get what i mean??? okay nevermind, i don't think you all do.

it's just food for thought. i just hope that i can at least stay truthful to myself. lol. like guys don't like flat girls, i'll have to live with it. WAHAHAHAHA...bad example.

actually, NO, i'm not a pack of lies...CORRECTION, i take it back...i'm just.....deluded.......lying is bad! so stop lying!

...yikes...i must've slept more than i'm supposed to.

***P.S.: Listen to my blogtune. sang by Olivia Ong. you'll love it! All of u!