i've been talking to alot of friends about something. I think most of you know abou it. Perhaps i may be talking a little too much, thinking abit too far about that particular someone.

The bottom line is, i don't want to spoil anything. And i hope Peacy's right about not losing anything at the end of the day. Even if i do, i'll just take it as karma. The last thing i'd want is to make anyone feel obligated to me. It's a terrible, terrible thing to do.

One thing i'm really proud of though, is that i stayed true to my principle - Never try anything funny when the person's unavailable. but it's not like i'm trying anything funny now.

I almost almost crossed the line last week....so close to getting the friendship killed. No, snap out of it, i'm not a loose woman.... i just almost spilled out something i shouldn't say.... at least not now.

All's too early and there are some things....i just can't say.

Anyways, i've got more things to worry about now.


Wild words of the day:
"I envy paranoids, they actually feel people are paying attention to them."