Old habits die hard. actually, it's not really old.

I know i should be studying......bleah..... so sian....... no entries, no tags..... haaaaa...

why like that?????

just finished my Soci paper at 9 today. this is the first time since my A levels that i'm waking up at 6 in the morning. i was the earliest. every other day after i finished my A's i'm never the one waking up first. i love it. OTOT [own time own target].

Wana have a taste of freedom? Try a dose of OTOT!

i realised....i'm never gonna touch soci again. i hate theories.......all theories are bloody flawed....critics will come up with new ones....and then they're flawed too....then someone heroic will criticise it, and then there's the birth of a new theory...and then the critics continue cricticzing it...and then....and then... and then..... it's a damn vicious-cycle. You know women are vicious, but guess what?? theories w/o functioning brains can be vicious too! luckily i'm not insane enough to exhaust my entire lifetime studying theories.......

One thing i know for sure.....i cannot agree more that Uni- exams are much less demanding than A levels. Study a bit also can pass.....study more even better, can score....consistency plus revision, don't skip tutorials and lectures and [if you're lucky enough to get good project mates] can Ace the module. haha...what a warped and superficial theory.

i coin this MATTY'S ULTRA SUPERFICIAL THEORY for survival in NUS. in short, it's a "MUST"

damn...i see theories flying around...........feminist, conflict, functionalist, control, symbolic interactionist...............

there's a social explanation to everything you do. Dial 1900-so-cio-lo-gy for the answer!

listened, appalled, enlightened...

can i even trust guys now??? hmmm, i really don't know. now i finally realised we can never model our love lives after some popular drama serial....reality's not even close.

You must expect the unexpected if not reality is gonna hit you hard at your face. cus people never seem to be who they are. Behind every pretty face you see, there's always an ugly scar hidden somewhere. beneathe that thick make-up, is an entire face of blemish concealed. and underneathe all the branded and seemingly glamourous clothes, god knows who you'll find.

Seriously, what is normal? Varsity life's all about smoking, clubbing, skipping lectures, making out with your new found friend and sex is it? this is as natural as pouring a glass of water to some. but it's really, really not the norm. does that mean my life will be dull and unhappenning without all that crap? no what.....

i find consolation to the fact that i'm not guilty of any of the above. okay, maybe the skipping lectures part. i don't have to strive to be simple. i am simple. people say i look like i always club but the truth is, i hate it. that's why you can never judge someone from their appearance.

not to say that people who indulge in those activities are evil or sinful.... they have different values in life, so whatever....

maybe cus i watch a lot of tv and dramas...that's why i tend to idealize the way my life should be like according to what i see.... but the more i know these days the more my ideals get crushed. and now all the more i'll put myself on guard. in the first place, i was never really generous in letting guys in.

i should really come back down to earth.

ha.hahaha....

what kind of a ***** calls people a ***** and names him/herself sweet ? seriously......

i almost died laughing reading it. oh well....for once, i thought people i don't know actually reads my blog. YAY. *rolls eyes* too bad i only have one pair of eyes if not i'll keep rolling them till they fall off the sockets.

anyway.... we can't stop people from tagging us cus the tagboard's precisely there for that reason. we also can't help the fact that those people can be assholes who apparently thinks that they're some kind of virtuous blog moderators who goes around calling people a ***** for saying stuff they don't like to hear....using degratory language. how righteous. if you realise, i didn't say the country's bad, or i hate it.....

flood my tagboard with all ur stewpid ***************** for all i care..... i don't really give a shit. but i do hope you find better stuff to do. =)

okay....haha. thanks for giving me inspiration to blog on something worthwhile though, whoever you are..... lol.

To Manga junkies out there....go watch 'Hana Yori Dango' [ japanese version of meteor Garden] on youtube. it's more straight to the point, not draggy and has better looking characters in there. and the best thing is. got english subtitles!!! quite worth watching...only 9 episodes though. each episode has 5 parts and the last one has 7.

Cheers!

WArning

NOW is really not a very good time to irritate me.

NOW will constitute days like TODAY, right this moment you're reading this, and the rest of the week to come.

Biologists coin this PMS. Heck it, to me it's no different from a 'DND' written on my face.

SO,

1) Do not impose yourself upon me and tell me things i don't like to hear.

2) If you have nothing nice to say, DON'T.

3) This is not the time to criticize me or my opinions alike.

4) Pardon me for my bluntness.

This is by no means a childish manifestation of my attitude, but rather my very polite version of an appeal to potential irritants.

Potential irritants can mean even a passing ant. See, the thing is, even ants are not half as irritating as humans. it's ironically those with proper-working brains that are asses.

I'm living on pain killers... the doc says it's Tension Headache. oh okay, i see....but wtf does that mean.

Goodbye Mr pain-in-the-a** tuition kid!
The one thing i've taken away with me [besides the pay] is the realisation that you can never get too comfortable with your student cus they'll eventually climb over your head like a MONKEY. not literally of cus. i'm sorry to say but his mom is paying me PEANUTS and she still wants to bargain. So you're not rich, SO AM I! and i'm not exactly interested in doing charity. even if i am, i wouldn't choose YOUR kid. bleah.

Daddy's flying off to India today...Goodbye, we'll miss him. but why doesn't he wana bring the two cup noodles i bought for him?!?!? ungrateful. very unglam meh? i'd reckon eating curry at an street stall unglam, and ultra unhygenic. C'mon daddy, pack up your ego, AND the cup noodles...i'm only saying this for your own good.

Jolyn's gonna post abstracts of her AS essay in her blog soon. 1st, read the Qn. 2nd, read that paragraph. 3rd, you'll feel your eyebrows twitching. 4th, you'll break into uncontrollable laughter. if you don't find it funny, fret not. this requires some extent of intellectual humour. So, if you don't laugh, it just means you have low EQ.

COld war is B-O-R-I-N-G. if i stayed for the entire lecture, i might DIE. so Jolyn and i left dring break. Pathetic. i have nothing against you and your deliverance, Dr Quek, Cold war simply puts me to sleep.

JUST my personal opinion. i think Xiaxue is really a cool blogger. you should read her blog and then your own. i know we all have our own styles but you gotta applaud professional bloggers like her. really impressive, and entertaining.

yet another boring post right. in case you all still don't get my tone, i'm kinda moodless and irritable. it's a good thing s'pore bans pte ownership of weapons. if not i'm so damn sure ppl will attempt to gun me down. the thing is, i've read many blogs. and i'm darn sure i won't be the first to die.

Meet XIAO HEI!!!

HI ALL!!! meet my new lappy XIAO HEI!!!! lol it's the coolest, sleekest, classiest and most effecient laptop you'll ever see[assuming all other laptops do not exist.] hahahhahahaaa....

Please bear with me okay, as you know, there are very lil things for me to hao lian or even blog about these days.....i can feel myself tearing at the corner of my eye from reading my previous posts.....they're pathetically BORING. lol. hard to find interesting stuff to blog when you're living a seemingly DULL life [for now since exams are coming ].


i like its shiny black surface! there're silver wavelines on the
entire black surface if you see carefully


















nice!!!! n it's MINE!

heh heh..not bad right... it's the new HP entertainment notebook. the reason i love it so much is cus its exclusively MINE!!! absolutely no sharing. there's a point for this ok...in case anything goes wrong at least i know it's my own problem....so i won't have to blame anyone. i'm cultivating responsibility okay....lol.

AND you must be wondering my daddy must love and pamper me soooo much he keeps showering me with extravagence...NO!!!! you're so wrong!!! reason being i spoilt my sis' chic-and-very-expensive-BenQ-limited-edition laptop. oops....i honestly felt bad [mainly because my JS essay was saved inside and there's no back up]. buthen i cannot possibly admit that i dropped the laptop in the toilet [which did happen]....but it was with the cover so i didn't think it would matter. but guess what..something DID happen and it's on repair now....poorthing. my family must have guessed it lah...they know all my 'patterns' already so they probably knew i was denying. so they keep reminding me what a lousy and careless person i am. lol. my sis was worst lor. she kpkb-ed all the way like she never crash her laptop before. accidents do happen you know....that's why i'm going to implement the 'no-sharing' rule. hmph.

so daddy bought this and in case anything happens, i'll have to be responsible...hohoho...sounds like a good deal to me. anyways, i'll probably need one for school. thanks to nus' VERY EFFECIENT online learning environment that makes it almost a neccessity to go online EVERYDAY. sian. "i totally love to download my own lecture slides on the IVLE everyday to print and not worry about paper jam and wasting my ink and papers."

my foot.

and it must be KARMA...like cherine Lau always says....she can go on about KARMA all day. cus i spoilt fefe's lappy tt's why i have to rewrite the damn essay. and that kuku headache must be part of the KARMA too. dammit!!! one week already still pain. sian bo.......

the bottom line is....i have a cool new lappy!!!

Sis' Not Home....

HA HA HA. Felicia lau Wan Lin's not home....WHY?? oh, cus she's having fun at a chalet.....hoho.
bet she's gonna miss her bed. talking about her bed. it's totally disgusting.

FYI, she forbids me to post her pictures in the blog, friendster...practically wherever she thinks will threaten the circulation of her photos. well i won't blame her since she's undergoing this ultra image conscious period where she's so convinced that everything looks ugly on her. okay, if she says so....

She's the most messy and unhygenic person i've ever known [in my family]. though i'm not exactly very clean, but at least i attaempt to make myself seem so. lemme show you an example of her gross-bed. and for goodness' sake. BEDS ARE SUPPOSED TO LOOK COSY AND CLEAN AND NEEDLESS TO SAY IT HAS TO SMELL GOOD.

A Fine example of what a bed should look like. JUST LOOK AT HER'S!!!!





















Still got more gross one.... can u see the piece of used tissue paper in her bed??? eeeewww!!!! i wonder if it's mucus or booger....

jUST look at her 'bao bao'.
urh.....horrible right. just let u in on a lil secret. she ever slept with muffy's shit stains in her bed before. she's just to lazy to be bothered and her bed's not too different from a toilet bowl anyways. LOL!

I'm such a nice sister...i dedicated this entire entry to her. she must be so touched...i'm gonna prepare tt used piece of tissue for her to wipe her tears. wahahahahaaaa.....

Pain Like Hell!!!!!!!!!!!

I so want to drill a hole in my head can?!?!??? the kuku headache is killing me!!!!!
and HAO TONG BU TONG ZAI WO write essay tt time TONG!!!!!

Whoever u are, STOP WACKING my HEAD!!! it's drving me crazy man!!!!!!!!!!! *growls*

Bloody Hell....can you even imagine trying to write a history essay and tt asshole headache keeps cutting off your thoughts?!??! then u need to re think, and re write, and re edit a zillion times?! WTF. if this goes on i can might as well knock the daylight outta myself. POS.....

Anyways, my dad was telling us he heard someone kicking at our gate the other night. what, AGAIN?!?!?!?!? This is not really a good time to piss me off, neighbour. and he better stop it while i'm still politely calling him my neighbour. if i ever catch him doing that again i'll confirm break his bloody leg!!!! so what now? he's so poor he cannot afford medication anymore??!?!? did my maid tried to seduce him? WTF. i hope his leg get trapped in the gate the next time he kicks it and helpful me will be MORE THAN GLAD to relief him from entrapment. i'll make sure i chop off his damn leg and tie a ribbon around it to return him!!!!

Let's just see who's more insane. dammit.

people around me in school are like damn stressed out. only me and yy seem to be cruising like we're on a holiday...is it a bad thing? partially i guess. some are totally, extremely, absolutely stressing over everything! and it's contagious man!!! i'm trying hard not to be affected. and thankfully i'm sane... though i'm not exactly coping well but no use complaining now already..... it's just sem 1, we need time to adjust. whatever.

K, back to tt sucker who has this thing about kicking our gate. not that i wana say but he's really a nuisance to society and is potentially endangering the lives of other people, especially us. Either we strike it big in 4D or TOTO and shift the bloody-hell outta here, or he can please do us all a favour by smuggling drugs and be caught and hanged soon.....i'm sorry.....i'm being a tat too mean but I WON'T be if you perish from the face of the earth.

Do us all a fovour man, Die DIe DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bacardi is alcohol....right?

haha. im not an alcoholic, don't get me wrong. i was just curious about my limits. and no, i didn't down it sitting at a bar or some cool club....i was in my own kitchen. i chanced upon this big bottle of Bacardi and it reads "40% alcohol". WAH! cool man....so i took out a small glass and poured half full of bacardi inside. then i added 2 ice....and then i tried a sip...it burns ur throat man! but i can't possibly waste it so i was darn determined to finish the whole thing. smart me, i added a bit of 7up and drank it all in one shot.

they always say you'll become drunk faster if you drink quickly but i think i'm just good at it. haha. i'm not drunk and i can still walk straight...just that i feel damn sleepy. oh well, it's inherited from my dad maybe. i told him i drank a small glass of his Bacardi and he was like "wwwHHATT?!?!!?" haha... alcohol doesn't seem to have an effect on me apparently. and it tastes bad. lol. my dad says Bacardi's suppose to go with coke. oh heck it, if i could i'd just drink it without anything. i'll be really ineterested to know what i'll be like when i'm drunk.

Btw, does anyone of you know who Emmet Till is? or rather, who he was? his story will make your heart sink so deep you'll wana cry. it really makes me wonder why the world is so cruel to some and why must innocent people be made an example before a society is willing to make a change. Racial conflict is a horrible, horrible thing. it's hard to imagine how a superpower like the US had so much underlying bad-blood and unglamorous past which constituted to what it has become today. 'learn from mistakes', but inevitably, innocent souls will be lost along the way.
http://images.google.com.sg/imgres?imgurl=http://www.newenglandfilm.com/news/archives/05january/images/big-emmet.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.newenglandfilm.com/news/archives/05january/beauchamp.htm&h=327&w=586&sz=77&tbnid=muAVrFMzkrVNyM:&tbnh=75&tbnw=135&prev=/images%3Fq%3Demmet%2Btill&start=2&sa=X&oi=images&ct=image&cd=2

Ultra cool blogskin, Jiayi.

Makes me wonder why mine looks so shitty...

Headaches are coming back...literally. there's a reason for this. i remember a certain evening when i was still schooling in MI, i was on my way home from volley training...then i got striked on the back of my head on the bus by a secondary school girl's elbow, ACCIDENTALLY. then the headache started 2 days after.... the pain is like someone striking on your head. it's just like a visit from an old friend which i don't particularly like.

Guess what man, my lappy's dead. the hard disk got corrupted....and the best part was my JS essay project is inside...luckily i was mentally prepared for the worst. the typical me will start crushing papers and kicking chairs.....

my dad says i have a bad temper: i agree. my mum says i'm acutely impatient: very true. my sister thinks i'm a tyrant: to a large extent, yes. my cousin thinks i'm bossy: nothing new.
it pretty much concludes the fact that i'm an ass at home..........so the real me is like that.

this is my most horribible flaw...which you will never see.

At Long Bloody LAST!

heh heh... finally we're wrapping up our New Media Project!!!

so the final meeting's at the library's media room...and as usual, we made a lot of noise. well, it's not suprising with me and yy around. lol! Apple-Girls are happening, what to do?? lol.

we're currently recruiting new members. Irene's our target! cus she's super comical...always don't know what's going on and stuff... her expressions are classic man! haha. but she's really sweet.

Anyways, so cus we were making lotsa noise then this disgusting guy made a big fuss abt it. oh well, other people are also laughing out loudly while watching their videos what. totally don't know what's on his mind. and to think that he's using headphones.

my lappy died on me.....WHY?! WHY why WHY Why?! hai~ it's just simply sucky. so sucky that it's hard to comprehend. but thanks to apple girl no. 1, i managed to control my frustrations. haha...and while the rest were editing the project, we made ourselves useful by not interupting.... instead we entertained ourselves with my handphone. lol!!!

Apple-girl no.1 : Ong yee Yuan Apple girl no. 2: Mat Lau

wahahahhaaaa...totally "ai YEn" [as in Love to act]. lol.

interested individuals please make sure you fulfill the following requirements:

1) you love to eat applechips

2) you love to make lotsa noise

3) you are ultra-gifted in facial expressions [espacially ugly ones]

4) you watch 'yu le bai fen bai'

5) you still eat a lot on diet

6) you must be as animated as possible

7) you're not a boring person

....well, more regulations will be published after our closed-door meeting.

Do you feel cold???? cus i'm freezing after typing all that.

totally 'leng'.

This is really the LAST TIME.

Okay, i'm never gonna do it again. this is the very last chance i'm giving myself.

what did i do? hmmm....i'll tell you all when i see the outcome.

now all i can do is hope, pray and wish for it to happen. i really need an answer to this if not i'll never ever be able to sleep peacefully. and hopefully, it'll just put a stop to everything. whatever happens, i'm gonna stay positive. i still have my life to live.....oh wells....

wish me all the best everyone!!!! i desperately need it!!!

'Por Por's' Birthday Chalet!!!!

yeah! it's our family's once a yr chalet cum gathering cum the celebration of my granny's birthday!!! guess what? she's already like 85? lol....and she's still so healthy and cheery...

oh well, that's cus she has lotsa of kids and grankids and grand-grand kids to take good care of her.

the chalet was damn fun..apart from the glorious variety of food, my cousins were damn funny lah.... especially when the play mah jong! and i just watched them play from 12 to 6 in the morning....yes, i was just watching. i can see their eyes red yet they still refuse to leave their seats. lol finally around 6am i cannot take it anymore so i slept on the sofa. and despite the two-story huge aloha resort chalet i didn't have any place to sleep cus of my m'sian cousins who came...so desperate that i ended up sleeping of a sofa in between two mah jong tables....and they were still playing merrily away....

i only got some peaceful sleep at 8 in the morning when some of my relatives woke up to let us get some sleep in the room. so me, my mom and my other cousin was sleeping on 2 mattresses on the ground and my just married cousin slept on the bed with her husband.......just when i thought i could find peace in the room...i felt so sorry for merely thinking about it man. my cousin's husband snored like mad the moment his head touched the pillow lor. wah lau eh!!!!! and yet my cousin can continue sleeping like a dead log..... i really salute her. can u imagine she's gonna sleep with him for the rest of her life??!! and his snoring have different tones and variations. very zai.it came to a point that i had to hypnotise myself to get sleep. in the end, i slept for only 3 hrs.......this is definitely the down-side of chalets........

i love bacon! i love pork chop!

i really hate myself sometimes....

Do you ever feel like you've actually said something you didn't want to until it's already been said??? it seems to be happening to me more often these days. it's totally frustrating.
they occur in all forms and situations.................and after saying it you feel like slapping yourself.

then sometimes you become over dramatic over small things. you make a fool outta yourself but when all's said and done, you feel stupid and lame. because you know it's not you...because you know you're taking after someone you've seen on tv or the person you always hangout with. your instincts tell you to do some soul-searching but what if no matter how hard you try you can't find it?

if there is anyone with an ambiguous character, i have to be one of them. sometimes i want myself to be funny, sometimes i crave to be different...but most of the time i just wana know who i really am.

My Fridays are like Mondays....

think it's the other way round...cus Mondays for me are always light and easy...i just need to go through everything in 45mins. haha. Fridays are a dread. how ironic right? i have tutorial at 10 in the morning then a 5 hr interval till my American Studies lecture at 4. plain Sian. Sian like hell... SIan like there's no tomorrow...all my fault cus never choose my modules properly....

guess what? i'm now using Jolyn's lappy to blog while she's happily feasting at the deck with our AS friends....don't feel like joining cus i think we got 'dai gou' or age gap if u wana know... haha. not that they're much older than me but i feel that i can't really relate to their topics. so now i'm sitting in the multimedia room together with a dozen of other people who're mostly watching movies....the only good thing about this is we MIND our OWN BUSINESSES...lol.

Jiayi and Janice are busy mugging....GOOD GOOD!!! so i shan't disturb them. jiayou my friends!!!

JS project meeting just now didn't take long....[at this point, i'm pausing for quite a few secs to listen to this lousy rendition of 'high high high' by kelly phoon and Shi Xing Huey.....] rather, i'm quite horrified by it.....it sounds damn random...damn weird....cus Xin Huey's voice was clearly better than Kelly's..yet they sounded like they're in a KTV...think this is from the concert they had....oh well...this is not my lappy...so the songs are kinda funny to me...a bit ancient...but amongst those novel ones i manage to sieve out some good ol' tunes which used to play over and over again on my discman...like Jay's 'Kai Bu Liao Kou' and Utada Hikaru's 'First Love'.... classics man.

Oh and she has Kiss Goodbye too....woooo.....love it. oh talking about AS....remember the shit test i took the other time? we finally got it back at tutorial today. i thought i was gonna be super screwed for not studying enough and not having a single idea what i was writing then...but it seems the lecturer either likes me or is super lenient. according to Jolyn, who got a B-[after whining like hell with me after the test], she's not lenient. okay, so i thought maybe she just simply likes us then...i got a C. i really honestly felt i was going to FAIL. BTW, the lecturer really know our names man...as in the 2 of us.... she can practically take our attendence without raising her head to check....and when she asked us to collect our papers, mine was on top so she keep saying 'this is mathilda's, pass to her..' and my poor paper was passed from one to another and so forth......lucky the grade wasn't on the cover....it's not that she has good memory but she remembers people selectively...she even knows if we change tutorial classes......maybe we're both short and cute that's why she remembers us so well........ haha......

Thanks uncle, but i'm not pregnant.

....this is exactly what i wanted to tell this nice uncle who offered me a seat on the train. just when you thought all kind hearted considerate souls are dead, there's still a handful of pleasant people around.

but the problem is this:

1) I'M NOT PREGNANT AND I CERTAINLY DON'T LOOK LIKE IT (i was wearing this sleeveless top which is kinda tight, shorts and my tummy was FLAT.)

2) I'M NOT OLD AND I DON'T LOOK SICKLY.

3) I HAVEN'T BROKE ANY BONES ON MY BODY. (and even if i did, it's not like anyone can figure out)


i can only think that the uncle is being gentlemenly...for offering me a seat. of cus i didn't take it considering i'm alighting the next stop. so i just smiled slightly at him and refused.

of cus there're probably tonnes of inconsiderate people around not only in trains but in buses and other public places as well.....you can only thank god that you're not one of them. posting pictures online isn't very heroic either. if it really bothers you so much or maybe your instincts are really crying out loud for you to do the right thing, why don't you call the police or tell the people off right away? i'm sure all of us did commit in inconsiderate behaviour consciously or subconsciously but it's not so severe as to be humiliated for it right? maybe they'll feel a great sense of achievement for doing it or maybe they thought they've done society a huge favour but if you look at it in a different way, the method is a bit unethical.

i've also dissed people whom i think are horrible but now when i think back, i should just feel lucky that i don't behave like them. thank god i have a good mind, my parents teach me well. though i can't gaurantee that i won't be irritated by these people again, at least i won't go into drastic methods like naming people, posting their pictures or use degratory terms on them. seriously, how much can a picture tell? in case you all are wondering, i'm refering to the new paper headlines today. my dad always tell me that manners are taught, no one's born with it. so what if people are born innocent? innocence is a form of ignorance and ignorance causes inconvenience to others. that's why you can only feel sorry for them........

Sleepy but can't sleep. Tired but must still work.

i'm like so sleepy now... i've not been getting good rest since the start of that damn soci mid term examination. after all the late nights and hair-loss i still turned in a lousy paper [in my opinion] let's just see the results.

i've been religiously watching 'Yu Le Bai Fen Bai' which surprises me considering i've never really stick to doing something for very long yet i make it such an important ritual now. this is also why i lack sleep cus i always stay up late at night to watch the repeat. it's dumb but at least it gives me excuse to study a bit while waiting.

i've still got to go for New Media project meeting later!!!! lucky it's at khatib if not i'd just kill myself. MORE work's piling up yet there're so many projects to rush.

Glyn msged and asked me abt going to Rain's concert. i vowed to go before i knew how insanely inflated the ticket prices were. NOW, i really don't know.....like not worth it leh. $188 can me a really good seat at David Tao's concert but Rain will be as good as a tiny spec of dust since tt's the lowest ticket price. should i just save for my Taiwan trip next yr or spend it on this once in a lifetime concert?? hmmmm.....tt's something for me to consider when i feel more awake....

for now, i wana get some sleep. at least a quick nap b4 i go for the meeting.

the quote for the day [and for many days to come]: I HATE PROJECTS!

I see troubles coming....

Why the sudden surge of enthusiasm in blogging? well, as you can see, i changed my blogskin and i'm more than satisfied with it. it just pleases me silly each time i see it...heh heh.... i had to change the skin again and again thanks to some 'Valued-critic' of mine...for now, this will be it!

JIAYI LIM ur tag is BORING ok B-O-R-I-N-G!!!! as in it makes me wana ZzZzZzZz....
please be more creative....you can do better. other than that, make sure u keep ur promise. ;)

OKAY, the troubles.... i have so much unfinished projects at hand which i need to rush. it probably didn't occur to me that i'm still blissfully enjoying myself slipping in and out of school like i'm so FREE and this HAS to change. of cus i've started muggin but at a creeping rate. Soci mid term test starts tmr and i hope i can at least squeeze something credible outta the 3 days i have to complete it. i dread essays! anyway, that's not all, American Studies also has essay assignments......damn........ who says Uni's easier???? i can see this rising tide coming from far and it's pretty soon gonna consume the whole of me....maybe at least my head....

Now i wana whine about something which happened today. my 1st day back in school after recovery. so excited, so looking forward to CT tutorial cus of the discussion topic "erotic fiction in historical China" yy and i thought this one sure, confirm plus CHOP won't bore us to death this time...so we met early in the morning and reached school by 10. normally we'll be late, at least we won't wana be caught dead for being the earliest. but guess what huh? it's simply 'marvelous' . no ones in class and the lights were off...... ok lor. so stupid. didn't know this week have no tutorial.....shit man. wasted. high-spirits totally dampened. our only source of consolation is that the topic will be discussed on the next tutorial. btw, we're not perverts. it just explains how dry the module is....lol. so we had to eat breakfast at the deck.....and there's nothing i can eat cus of my huge ulcer.....sucks!

Japanese Studies was kinda lame today. film appreciation and sadly, both were cartoons. very 'duh' lor. one is like cutsey cutsey kind the other super violent. gosh. and we had to watch the 2nd one in the library after soci tutorial. i didn't understand that film AT ALL. one moment i see a gang ripping off the shirt of a girl the other moment some weird looking kid-mutants are blasting each other into pieces...what's on their minds man. and someone's feet stinks lor........ what's worst, i already don't quite get the film and this 'Ang moh' lecturer barged in and asked us to stop watching cus it's already 6 [his turn to use the theatrette]. wah lau eh.... it's just like another 10 mins more also cannot wait?! what's his problem?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!!

whatever lah, the point is, i have to start managing my time wisely. it's WISELY, not properly, considering my current so-called proper time-management is a disaster. tmr have to skip abit of AS lecture for ARTsClub Marketing meeting. so excited..... wonder what kinda people i'll meet.

DOWN WITH FEVER

The good thing was, i did managed to pull-through the entire ROM procedure and the high tea....bad thing was, duh....i felt miserable as soon as i got home...

Something funny happened at the ROM though, my cousin and my in law had to attend to some admin stuff in the building so we had to wait outside for awhile and she asked me to hold her bouquet of flowers for her. so i was sitting next to my aunty and she next to my mom then my uncle then my 'biao ge' as in my male cousin who's 3 yrs older than me. people who walked past kept starring at me and i wondered why. then i noticed only the brides were holding the bouquets so i asked my aunty if the people will think that i'm a bride. my goodness...they started laughing and joking about it and even suggested that people may think that me and my 'biao ge' were going to get married but we're sitting far away from each other cus we just had a fight. bleah....... bad joke. it's damn embarrassing so i quickly pushed it to my aunty.

After the whole event ended my family: dad, mom, me and kelly [my biao jie] drove to Vivo City.......my dad has been bugging us for the past few days about bringing us there cus he wanted to show-off the creations of he and my uncle's company. apparently the ribbon structures in the shopping centre and the huge "Vivo City" sign outside the building was constructed by their company. i wasn't much impressed until we reached the place. then i finally understood why he was so proud of it. the structures were pretty amazing. we didn't shop but merely toured the place with my dad navigating us around [like as if he owned the place] haha, but i can understand since he spends most of the time in that place. the outdoors was damn cool and we actually felt like we're in Sydney or something....but, it's only halfway complete and the shopping Centre will only officially open in Dec.

I figured something sadistic too....that if i'm sick or if i had fever, i'll get lotsa attention and care...haha...suddenly i felt so loved by my family and muffy. Like if i whine a bit and ask for water, it'll just come to me. haha. muffy stuck with me all day today like as if he knew he had to look after me. what a good boy. i didn't have to go to school today obviously....thanks to the haze. it's weird man, i used to have to worry about getting an MC for skipping school but not anymore. the doc asked if i needed an MC and i was like "umm.....no need lah". this will never happen in my sch-Uniform days.

Right this moment, i'm doing a lot of things all at once. i'm wrapping up my soci essay [due tomorrow], listening to a lecture Webcast [on gender and sexuality], downloading season 4 of One tree Hill [on youtube], eating my minced pork porrige, chatting on Msn and blogging. tell me about the wonders of multi-tasking. Now you see why older generations can never understand us? cus they can't keep up with what we're so used to. ;)

Mathilda, the auto-flush girl....

the part about the auto-flush is in the last para:

the Haze is getting the better of me. think i'm falling sick cus my throat has been like damn painful the past few days. somemore i don't usually get ulcers, the fact that i'm having one in my mouth n0w only reiterates my point.

i wasn't supposed [as in i didn't plan] to wake up that early today cus i'm skipping lecture and tutorial for my cousin's ROM. but i was feeling damn uneasy man. my throat got worse and i have a slight fever. bad weather bad health. yet there's nothing anyone can do to stop the haze except to pay their medical bills.

k that's not so interesting. whatever, i haven't been an interesting blogger anyways. bleah. but i find this damn funny lah... me and yy have this CT groupmate who's kinda queer. he tells us he's a very complicated person. so we were at Spinelli in our school....OH! yy is so dumb! haha...she saw this Spinelli poster at the deck which says $2.10 per cup of Original Spin and got so excited so we decided to go there for our project meeting since we have free shuttle to the University Hall. i didn't really pay attn to the poster but apparently it looked kinda out-dated to my other friend. so we went to order the Spins but they were all 3plus [though still cheaper than the outlets outside school]....we gave a 'sianz' look. so much for being cheapos...haha.

Our project groupmate got lost and ended up quite late. actually i'm partly to blame cus as you know, my sense of direction is warped so i told him it's opp the tennis courts. too bad, it's actually opp the tracks. oops! we started the discussion and we kinda drifted cus we asked him about his family and stuff... and it came to the part where he told us he's a very complicated person and we were like 'ooooooo...' but how?! ' like u've been to jail before?' and he was like 'almost' my god! me and yy stared at each other for awhile but quickly laughed it off. then he also told us he worked at construction sites before with the bangladeshi workers and he always disppear without telling anyone where he goes. die, what if he disappears with our project? lol. that won't happen, but it's quite obvious he's a smart guys. lol. he got like A- for his Soci tutorial...impressive huh....

the part where he suggested our creation of an online-genealogy should be called 'Gene-ster' made us stare at each other AGAIN before breaking into uncontrallable laughter. it's damn lame can. then yy said something like 'hao xia orh..' as in lame in Taiwanese lingo. he was actually serious about it.

after that yy and i went for our New Media tutorial. i think the tutor realised i've been quite inactive during class participation so she picked me to ans one. the thing is i wasn't really prepared so i have to think of something in school which has a bad interface, impromtu. i totally ran outta ideas so i suggested something which is super CMI. i told the class that the auto-flush systems in our school are redundant and it scares the users cus it flushes on it's own even before you finish using it. so if there's a manual button to flush, why fix an auto one? you mean people at our age still forgets to flush after use? i don't know if the tutor acknowleged my point but after saying it i felt pairs of eyes staring we down in a 'what were you thinking' manner. that's when i realised how shitty my example was. even my groupmates shook their heads and hid the faces. they'll forever see me as the 'auto-flush' girl and joke about me over meals......bleah. what a GREAT way to make people remember me.